World In US

03 The Loss.

P.O.V.-Eira

I get to the store where my mother and sister is in and make my way to the entrance. The doors open pretty quite. So that's a plus. As i go further i hear some grunts and panting more further into the store. I take out my swords and quickly but quietly make my way to them.

"She has something that we want... something that can make us stronger, faster, better in any way possible imaginable..." he says.

He can't tell them what i have. It's dangerous for them to know. Everyones lives will be at stake.

"So i'll ask again, and this will be the last time, if you don't answer me, i will slice this throat wide open..." he stops again.
"Where.... Is... Eira...." He asks slowly.
"Behind you" i say as i cut off his head before he can react. He falls down letting the man go.
I lift my sword and point it at the man.
"Wow, wow, Eira put that down, he's with me..." My mom says and i look strangely at her but at the same time i lower my sword. I look at them all, scanning over their faces. I don't know any of them. There's a quiet and really awkward moment before someone speaks up.
"Look how you've grown, I remember you as a baby..." the woman says and i scrunch my eyebrows together....
"Eira... this is Mary, my best friend..." my mum says and i make a weird face.
"I thought you don't have friends..." i say raising an eyebrow and cracking a laugh.
"Haha, very funny...". She says and i just smile.
"This is John, her husband." She says pointing at the older man. I nod as if saying hi.
"And these are their boys. Sam and Dean." She says pointing at the two very handsome men. And again i nod as if saying hi.
"And this is Castiel ." she says.
"Hi ...everyone " i say and they all say hi back.

Mom comes up to me and cups my face in her hands.
"Oh look at you... what happened ?" She asks and i giggle a bit before I scan the store as much as i can but i don't see Caelum no where.
"Where's Caelum ?" I ask looking at my mother.
She just looks at me and then looks down.
"What the fuck happened?" I ask and she looks back at me with tears in her eyes. I furrow my eyebrows together.
"I'm sorry but..." she says and i look at the rest of them and then back at mom.
"She's dead..." she says and the words ring in my ears. It felt like it's been ringing for hours but it's been only couple of seconds. I blink trying to get back to my senses.
"What do you mean dead ?" I ask after the ringing slows down.
"Before we came in, there were two demons.  They attacked us and I thought that the last one was dead  but he wasn't and he stood up and she saw him and before he could stab me ,Caelum turned us and he stabbed her instead of me..." she says and tears starts rolling down her face.
"I killed 5 demons, and you couldn't kill 2 ?" I am angry and in pain.
My heart is beating out of my chest. My hearing starts to get blurry. Someone is saying something but i can't quite hear them.
"Where is the body ?" I ask once my hearing is back.
"In my car." She says calmly, trying to get herself together.
"See you at home..." i say before turning around.
"Wait Eira..." Mom says and  i turn my head to her.
"I'm so sorry..." she says. I don't say anything and just started to walk out the store and to my bike.

I've lost so many people. I've been through so much. But loosing my sister is really my fault. It feels like my heart is sinking in my own blood. Anxiety is rushing over and keeping me from calming down. Tears start to roll down my cheeks.
I remember this saying.
'NEVER CRY IN FRONT OF SOMEONE, BUT ALWAYS CRY WHEN YOU'RE ALONE. SO THAT THE ENEMIE CAN'T SEE HOW WEAK YOU REALLY ARE..." and i believe that that is a good advice. I get on my motorcycle and i go home. At times i think i'm gonna crash. Just because i believe that the karma is really a bitch...

I get home and i sit down by the stack of woods that me and my sister built for the next body to burn. I just never really thought it was gonna be one of us. I knew it was a bad idea for her to come. And i should have let her come with me. It was selfish of me not to, even when I promised my mom that i will always protect her with my life.  And now what's there to protect if she's dead ?

I keep  going through all the possibilities of what could have happened if she just have came with me instead of mom. But maybe mom would have died instead.  Or maybe there would be no demons.

I sat there 'bout an hour before they pulled into the driveway. I didn't even look at them i just sat there looking at the sky. It was almost dark. A dim light.
John takes the body out and puts it on the stuck of woods. I stands up.
"You don't have to do this if..." my mom says but before she can finish i cut her off.
"She's dead because of me..." i say standing up and slowly walking to the woods.
"No, she's not..." she says.
"Yes she is..." i say and turn to look at her.
"And we both know it..." i say and pause.
"If only i've let her come with me, maybe we wouldn't be doing this..." i say and turn back around.
"It's not your fault okey. You hear me..." she says but i don't answer. 

I take out my lighter. There is a silence for couple of minutes. And then i start to speak.
"Yu gonplei ste odon." I say and light the lighter and trow it on the pile of woods. (Your fight is over)
"My we meet again..." i say as i watch the fire go off. I take some steps back so i'm kinda in line with everyone and we all just watch the fire as it goes off.

After that, i walked pass everyone , not even giving them a single glance and went in. They tried to talk to me, but i never answered. I just kept going. Until i reached my room. And then i just went it and shut the door right on my moms face.  I was so angry at her , but more i was angry at myself for what i didn't do.

FLASHBACK
Me and my mom are talking about the stuff in the world. She's teaching me about the supernatural order. How to kill certain monsters.
"Hey Eira,  listen up." She says and i look at her. She looks worried and I understand why. No mother would want this for her children.
"Hmm" i hum..
"Your sister is different then you." She says and then pauses and i just look at her.
"You have to promise me, that you'll do whatever it takes to keep her safe!" She continues.
I just nod.
"Say it..." she says.
"I promise that i'll keep my sister safe... no matter what..." i say and she smiles. At one point that was suspicious but i just drop it. And i knew it, i have to protect her as if its my own life .
END OF FLASHBACK