Help ! I think I'm in love

17 nov

Wednesday

17th’nov’10

4:45 (dining table)

I know – I don’t usually write my diary entries on the dining table. But right now- my room is a mess. (yeah! Not even a li’l room to sit) Don’t worry- I’ll clear it out as soon as I am done with you. Cause nw as it happens..I can’t wait to tell you.

 Now- do you wanna know how I feel right now..? (well..it doesn’t matter whether you want to or not-since I’m going to any way! lol) I feel terrific like on seventh cloud or something. Actually – you know what had there been some 8th or 9th cloud- I would had been there. I’m so on the top of the world!

By the way I just received  a msg from Arushi- saying that we have got a physics test tomorrow (she sometimes behaves strange..like you knw telling me stuff..I don’t expect much kindness from her..) I haven’t even started the chapter. I’ll work on it as soon as I clear my room.

 So what I was saying was that I’m in the happiest disposition-despite of thousands of problems (well-ohkay! Not thousands- yes- but still numerous ) which are sort of bombarded over me.

Trouble No. 1 –

I woke up early- so I went to gymnasium- but when I came back, I was so damn late for my van- that I had to rush in everything and  forgot to make my bag.

Trouble No. 2 –

My van came late. I mean – my school starts from 8:00 AM and it picked me 8:05 AM (so you see- I was obviously late..and there was plenty much of time to go back home and make my bag but Anamika lazy Gupta thought that she could survive  without it.

Trouble No. 3 –

My hair, it sort of never settled. I had to tuck in so many pins , just to give it a decent symmetry.

Trouble No. 4 –

‘Vishnu’ and group (all the boys of our play) kicked me apart (not literally ofcourse..duh!) but yes they pulled my leg enough to make my eyes wet..and their silly silly jokes..continued..*sigh*

Trouble No. 5 –

The protagonist of our play is down with fever (it shocked me to the bones to see – how everyone was dieing to take to hr place- I mean – come on- no courtesies  for her? NONE?)

Trouble No. 6-

Our stage practice went ‘blah!’. Seriously ‘yuck!’. The mikes – they were not even working. All the wires were not even working. All the wires were tangled between us and the props . And everything was embarrassing from A to Z.

Trouble No. 7 –

I ate four packets of chips. Now I know that’s a good thing because I love chips. But hello- I’m supposed to be dieting remember? (I don’t really know if it counts as a trouble but atleast ii’s not something that I wanted to happen.)

Trouble No. 8 or Torture No. 8 –

My mother cried today, confessing everything bad that she felt within her heart. She told me not to follow the path of my sister (which I never would -  I sure as hell hate her) Worst of all she made me promise not to fall in a relationship my  without letting her know. Now I didn’t know what came into her mind that she asked for that sort of promise…but I also don’t know what was on my head- when I made the promise..(yeah! I made it..so kill me!)

Not that I’m very good at keeping promises. But I try to keep promises. Yep! That atleast is true. So very true.

 Anyways – I have no intentons to fall in a relationship with anyone . For I know that ‘Tanmay is never gonna propose’