I believe you,
But not like I've always did.
I do less than the first time you apologized,
And lesser in the second time.
*
Crazy what the mind can tell
And the heart can feel.
With each word that came out from your lips,
I felt love, I felt storms in your heart.
*
You said you felt a certain connection,
I agree, but you know why?
That's because the last guy I rejected,
Felt it with me, while I didn't.
Then he asked :
"What's a connection for you?"
I opened my mouth and I unwillingly described you.
*
You were lost in me,
And so I was.
You may not have noticed it,
That's because I avoided looking at you in the eyes.
*
Oh but what if our eyes met while am talking ?
I would've cried,
I would've smiled,
I would've teared a bit,
Then I would've escaped.
*
While pointing at you the crimes,
You felt bad,
You felt horrible.
I was so in pain and I almost teared.
And I watched you following me in that.
Then you stopped.
You shook ur head and looked at me:
" you know I love you"
I remained silent, unable to answer...
*
I wished I hugged you back then.
I wanted to comfort you,
I wanted to look after you,
But it didn't feel right,
You looked sad cs you made me sad?
*
And here I am.
Unable to move, unable to act.
I wanna hug you again,
And absorb all your sadness.
*
Head on chest dear.
Feel my heart racing,
Hear the symphony.
Fall asleep to it,
Or aline ur heart' beats to it.
-w
