💫 _MATAN ASOKORO_ 💫
✍🏾M SHAKUR
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EPISODE 1️⃣
Dakine mai bala'in kyau, kana ganin dakin kaga office sabida office settings ne dakin, ga dogon couch mai shegen laushi da yaran kujera(throw pillows) saikuma chan gayar desk dake dauke da desktop keyboard da sauran su, gakuma book shelve dake dauke da litattafai daban daban daya karamai kyau, dakin cool sanyi ketashi ciki na AC. Wata mata da akalla zatai 35 ko 36yrs ne ke zaune kan couch din office din, tai shiga ta alafarma tai crossing legs dinta tanadan karkadawa, kafar yaji jan lalle tana sanye dawani takalmin hermes simple mara kwalliya orange color sai jakarta itama product din Hermes shima orange color, tana sanye dawani doguwan riga na atampa mai tsadan gaske da akamai stone work baja baja ga babban mayafinta dakana gani kasan naira tai kuka awajen nan, hannunta kuma rikeda IPhone 12 Pro Max tana daddannawa fuskanta dauke dadan murmushi daya kara bayyana kyawunta da yanda chocolate fatarta ke kyalli, kyallin hutuda jin dadi, jin karan anbude kofa yasa tadago kanta takalli kofar, wata chocolate skin likita ce dan tana sanye da farin labcoat, kana ganinta kaga baturiya amman all this black Americans tana sanye da half gown mai kyan gaske da wani red hill tadaura lab coat kan gown din, hannunta kuma rikeda wani pad mai kyau dake attach to wani kalan pen da kana gani kasan narubutu kan iPad dinne, murmushi tayi tamaida kofan tarufe sanan ta shigo ciki saida takarasa daidai kan desk dinta sanan tadau farin glasses tasaka a idanunta kafin tazauna kan kujera ta danna pad dinta sanan tadago ta kalli matar cikeda fara'a dakuma murmushi tace "Hello, Mrs Bakori right"? gyadamata kai matar tayi tace "yes" dauko pad din tayi sanan taja kujeran baya tafito tazagayo tagaban table din ta zauna kan one seater couch dake facing na matar sanan tai crossing leg itama ta kwantar da pad din ajikinta tace "this is your first time in our facility right"? Gyadamata kai matan tayi tace "right" gyadakai tayi cikeda gamsuwa tace "my name is Dr Elizabeth Matthew Browns, I am the Psychotherapist of this facility, before we start i want to assure you anything we will be discussing here is strictly confidential, all ur information and ur identity are very safe with us here, so fill free to talk to us, talk to me your Dr, I am a counselor, a Consultant, a therapist and so much more, so Mrs Bakori....." tai maganan tana daukan pad dinta tarike da pen din a hannunta da kyau sanan tadago kanta ta kalli matar tace "I want to know u better tell me who you are" gyara zama tayi saikuma tai danjim kaman mai tunanin wani abu saikuma tace "My name is Hassana Lawal Bakori, we are twins, i have Hussaina but bata Nigeria ita, tana Dubai, am 35yrs old, am married to Alhaji Alhassan Bakori" tai shiru, iPad din Dr ta kalla sanan tace "what about kids, your record here says kinada yara, is that right"? Gyadamata kai tayi tace "oh yes, I have two children, Boys, Khalid and Khalil, twins nesu suna boarding school, they're 14yrs old, suna SS2 dukansu" anatse Dr tace "which means sau daya kawai kika haihu? How long have u been married"? Anatse tace "15yrs" ahankali Dr tace "why? Maisa kika tsayarda haihuwa? Health complications ne yasa baki kara haihuwa ba, kokuma kece bakiso"? Dan murmushi tayi tace "my husband doesn't want plenty children saisa bankara haihuwa ba" murmushi Dr tayi tace "so Mrs Bakori why are you here? What do you want to discuss with me, how can I be of help to you"? Tai maganan anatse ta yanda patient dinta zata kara natsuwa dakuma aminta da ita, ahankali ta gyarazama sanan ta ijiye wayanta dake hannunta gefenta sanan ta rungune hannayenta biyu akirji tareda fuzarda iska tace "is about my husband" gyadamatakai Dr tayi alamun okay tana jinta tacigaba, sake dan shiru tayi Dr ta tsaya bataredatai pressuring nataba, saikuma ahankali tadago kanta ta kalli matar tace "I don't have feelings for my husband! kwata kwata banjin sonshi araina daidai da digo daya! baya burgeni! I don't find him attractive! I don't find him sexy! Bana sha'awan shi! Banmason yaneman! Bawai banajin sha'awa bane, a'a inaji amman idan yazo nemana sai inji raina na baci, kwata kwata banmason yatabani ballema wani abu ya shiga tsakaninmu, I don't know why am like that, I need help, serious help" duk maganan datayi Dr kallonta take, saida tagama tsaf sanan tadanyi yan rubuce rubuce akan pad din sanan tadago ta kalleta, ahankali tace "you want some coffee, tea or water"? Dan facility haka sukeyi duk wanda yazo ana kawomishi any of the 3 yasha, girgizamata kai tayi tace "no am good, thank u" gyadamata kai Dr tayi itama, sanan tace "akwai wani mugun hali da mijinki yakeda shine, kokuma yana cutardake? Koyana miki wani abu dabakiso ne"? Girgizamai matakai tayi ahankali saikuma tace "not really, kawaidai mijina yana yawan gwasaleni, ya gwaleni idan inamai magana kokuma ina magana a inda yake koda badashi nakeba" "hakan nabaki haushi"? Dr tajefo mata tambayan, dan shiru tayi ta kalli Dr saikuma ahankali tace "eh, hakan nabani haushi, yana bakantamin rai" "do you think abinda yasa bakijin sonshi aranki kenan sabida yana gwasaleki"? Dr tasake mata wanan tambayan, shiru tayi takasa magana takai kusan 3min, Dr na kallonta kyar, dan ajiyan zuciya tasauke sanan tace "nasan na tsani idan mijina ya gwaleni, agaban yan aikina, yarana saikiga ya gwaleni, idan nace kaza saiyace ai kazane ban saniba koban iyaba this this this, i know is very annoying but I don't think shine abinda yasa naji bana sonshi, No! I don't think so" takarashe maganan ahankali, zama Dr tagayara tace "and what do you think made u not to have feelings for ur husband anymore Mrs Bakori"? Shiru tadanyi saikuma ta numfasa tace "I.....I.....I....." muryanta yasoma breaking sosai, hakan yasa Dr tace "take a deep breath Mrs Bakori" kaman jira take ahankali tai taking deep breath sanan tafuzar, Dr tace "are you ready? Mucigaba"? Gyadamata kai tayi ahankali tace "yes Dr i am ready" gyadakai Dr tayi tace "good, I asked u a question, me kike tunanin yasa bakijin kinason mijinki yanzu? What do you think made u not to have feelings for your husband again"? Ahankali tace "because I feel he don't love me too, shima bayasona" dan shiru Dr din tayi tana kallonta yanda taga idanunta sun kada sunyi ja, tace "auren soyayya kukayi ko auren hadi"? Ahankali tace "auren soyayya" "to mesa kike ganin bayasonki yanzu"? Shiru tayi tace "Dr my husband baisan menene lallashin mace ba, and he don't know how to say sorry, idan zan fadi agabanshi faduwa sosai mutumin nan bazaima tashi daga inda yakeba balle yataso yazo yadagani yacemin sannu ba, saidai ya kalleni yadaukekai yace banda natsuwa saina kashe kaina hankalina zai kwanta, idan na yanke bazai cemin sannu ba, idan kaina naciwo bazai cemin sannu ba, munada family Dr kome ke damunka kana kiranshi zaizo yabamu magani, amman bazai taba tambayana konasha magani ko banshaba koyajiki ba, ko naci abinci ko banci ba, anything nida rayuwata mutumin nan babu ruwanshi, inason mijina saisa na aure shi but wanan halin dayakemin na rashin kula, na rashin damuwa dani, ko uhum ko ajikinshi yasa naji zuciyata batajin sonshi to akanme zanzo wanda bai damu da lafiya ta ba, akwai lokacin danai zazzabi sosai saida Dr yasamin ruwa barin dakin yayi wai bazai iya kwana daniba ina warin allurai da magunguna, wani zubin haka zai tafi aiki ko lekoni baiyiba, Dr kinsan mene" tai maganan tana goge wani hot hawaye daya zubomata da sauri saikuma tai murmushi tace "don't tell me I am crying" "oh yes u are" Dr tafadi haka ahankali tareda juyawa tadauko tissue dake kwali tajuyo tabata, karba tayi ahankali sanan tadaura akan fuskanta tana goge hawayen suna zubowa tana kuma murmushi at the same time, tace "Dr i am a very very strong woman, dawuya kiga kukana, koshi banjin natabamai kuka kan abubuwan dayakemin ba, nafi karfin namai kuka, but bansan mesa yanzu nake kuka ba, eh? Why am I crying? Look what Baban Khalid is doing to my confidence and self esteem" tai maganan tana share hawayen tana murmushi duk Dr na kallonta taking note of everything, kana ganinta kasan she's deeply hurt, babu abinda yacika zuciyanta sai lot of sorrows da damuwa but she's wearing that strong woman face, MATA! we are going through a lot!! Dr tafadi aranta, yanda taga hawayen sun kasa dena zuba saikuma murmushi take trying to stop them takasa yasa ahankali dawani irin heart soothing voice tace "Mrs Bakori" ahankali tadago fuskanta ta kalli Dr hawaye nazubowa har lokacin tace "na'am" ahankali Dr tace "let them out, cry to me, cry for me, cry all your problems out, is part of the psychotherapy, cry, yi kuka" cikeda gardama dakuma kunanrai tace "no Dr akanme zanyi kuka kan Baban Khalid, akanme zandinga kuka kan namijin dabai damudani ba, bai damuda damuwataba, akanmene, wlh yayi kada........" saikuma gakukan yazo bashiri, sauran maganan ma makalewa yayi awuya takasa yi, sake juyawa Dr tayi kawai tadauko kwalin tissue gabaki daya tamika mata karba tayi tazaro tana goge fuskanta, cikin kuka take magana. "Idan yara suka dawo hutu har tsoron magana nake dasu kokuma wata hira tashiga tsakanina dasu idan babbansu na nan saikiji ya gwasaleni, kinsan yara maza basuda hankali da wayau ba kaman mata bane, idan mahaifinsu ya gwasaleni dariya suke sosai fa, but bantaba nunamai yamin ciwoba saidai inyi murmushi inbarmusu wajen shikuma ya kwashesu yafita, ni kadaice baida wata matar balle nace sabida ita yakemin wulakanci kuma baya neman mata, shifa baida lokacin mata ma wani irin likimon mutumne kawai neman kudi yasani arayuwanshi, neman kudi kawai da tara kudi, weekend kawai yake zama agida shima ba kowanne ba, weekdays sai dare zai dawo, bannemi komi narasa ba, sai kulawanshi da nuna yadamu dani, this are what my heart wants, but bana samu daga wajen mijina me akayi kenan, saisa bana sonshi banajin sha'awan ba, banmaso yanemeni".
