A True Friend
It was’nt your fault, but mine. My past, filled with the obsession and possessed by the Ghosts who insist on not letting me go.
You were there when the pain he left behind again decided to knock on my door, ready for the driven insanity like once before.
You were there to watch over me througout my sleepless nights.
A glance at you and he was whom i saw. „The Love of my life.“
Cuddling onto your heaving chest, i wanted to feel safe as i did with him.
While memories blurred my sleepy mind, questioning myself over a hundredth time. Did he ever love me?! Yes, he did.
So my apologies, for having you mislead.
The affections you’ve shown reminded me how life was filled with more than many could have endured.
I am still haunted by his Ghost, hopefully to recover and see things differently while struggled along my path.
If we ever meet again, i am now aware of the importance you played in my life, acknowledging our friendship more than a blurring sight.
Not sorry for being your friend, but for awkwardness and confusion at the end.
