Howdy friends! This is me again, Ondalism. I discovered that after I disabled my former account, I won't be able to get it back again so I decided to create this new one. Biglaan nga eh, but first, let me tell you sa very short story.
My parents once caught my former account and they discovered that I was actually writing stories with Mystery/Thriller genres. They read my works and guess what; they were so displeased, they were so dissapointed of me because they never expected that I can write such as things. I was also branded as a criminal because I know how a mind of a criminal works. They also thought that I might be mentally ill and even banned me from using wattpad. Well I couldn't blame them, it was me who wanted to try out something new and tried experimenting on things. I was so overwhelmed with those experiments that I didn't even noticed that I already took a step out of the borderline of my limits.
Well, that doesn't really stopped me from going through this site, pasaway ako eh (pero siyempre medyo lie low ako nun). I got out of our house without their permission and paid rents at internet cafe and bam! I'm in this site again, trying to make updates for my story despite of my limited time.
But there came I time that I went really guilty; what ifs are slowly bugging my head.. What if mahuli nila ulit? What if malaman nila na I didn't really stopped? What if mas malala ang maging punishment ko this time? Am I betraying them? Ofcourse I do, I always do-- So I end up with a decision of deleting my wattpad account and not going to wattpad again. Akala ko nga noong una hindi ko kakayanin eh, ilang beses narin pumasok sa isip ko na gumawa ulit ng bagong account at magdobleng ingat but hey, I couldn't betray them again, I love them, I really do and look, I survived a year without wattpad.
Pero bakit ako bumalik? Well, as I said earlier, biglaan lang 'to. Wala talaga sa plano kong bumalik dito but hey, writing is my passion, I really love writing, plots are slowly formulating inside my head, I need writing and I want to be a better person through writing. I have other talents that I can pursue but you know what? Iba talaga ang pagsulat eh. Ito lang siguro yung talent na masasabi kong masaya ako, mas gumagana ang creativity at imagination ko, at mas nagiging confident ako, mga ganun ba. So yea, I came back here to follow my passion.
I know there is an issue over the internet with regards online writers and Philippine literature to it's downfall thing and that also discourages me to go back in here pero naisip ko, mga authors na mayroong shallow-plotted cliche stories, mga authors na naglalagay ng unnecessary bed scene and such ang mga tinutukoy don so I ended up to a decision like this... Babalik ako sa wattpad to improve my skills and myself and to be a good influence to those teenagers at my age or younger. I want to try out writing stories with sensible plot and moral values, I want to be a better person. I want this world to be a better place so tatakbo ako sa 2016 elections! JOKE LANG!
Medyo wrong timing pa nga ako kasi finals week ngayon at the same time busy pa kami sa thesis. Talagang atat lang ako. Hahaha! And at the same time inspired, B.A.P's first hearing is today-- I am a bit nervous but I believe in them, I believe in justice, I believe na sa kanila papabor ang korte, tanga nalang ang papanig sa TS.
This isn't an act of rebellion okay? I came back here secretly because I can't let them deprive me from my passion forever, this is also my life and I need to live in this. And I'll let them know about this naman, sa tamang panahon.
So ayun lang, thank you for your time. Shrek loves you all! Ciao x
BINABASA MO ANG
Finally back!
Non-FictionNothing. Just a piece of comeback speech from pseudonymousdrabbler aka former Ondalism.
