Too much in there,
But nothing specific bothers.
I go on in my life and realize,
I've lost it all in sorrow and
disappointments.*
I am not neglecting the good memories,
Nor saying it for the sake of the rhymes..
I am just lost and overwhelmed
And my mind can't help but reflect my old soul overthinker.
*
I go on in my evening and realize,
I've been aching
Waiting for a reply.
Then wondered, just how fast can I get attached?
To a soul that can never be mine.
*
I go on in my night and stare,
Stare at the screen and the walls
Crawling in my way back to reality,
I met you and I lost me.
*
I hear the voices in my head,
I see the hopes flying their way back
I dreamed of you last night,
And that was the only time you were alive
*
I slept on wtpd and woke up on storms
I wished the day started differently.
I wished...
I should have been more realistic with my expectations. My bad
*
These words are neither about you nor me.
Or are they ?
You feel unnoticed
When you are the main character of my poems.
*
Excuse my lack of words
And my disorganized rhymes
I thought that..
Beauty resided in chaos.