Mother.. [A Tpn Au]

What?..

Authors note: this is not scripted, no smut will be in this because they are kids and I don't feel comfortable adding smut. This is also in Emma's POV (point of view). this also has spoilers. thank you for reading.

I have the rope in hand as I hear Norman scream. I look behind to see mama on top of him, she had broke his leg. I stood in shock as she said.. "Emma, you are getting two choices. One, you can become a mom and survive. Two, you can be shipped and die."

I didn't want to be a mom. I promised I'd never ship any children out. No more people will die. So my only choice. Was to get shipped. "I'll get shipped.." Mama's eyes opened wide with a suprised look. "Emma. Please I-" Ray started to say untill I cut him off with a stare into his eyes. I could feel my tears falling but I didn't wipe the look off my face of determination. Ray nodded.

~fast forward~

Norman was laying in bed as I was sitting next to him, all three of us planned untill I realized I wouldn't be able to do anything knowing they might not make it. "No.." I said looking down. Both Ray and Norman where suprised. "I won't be able to escape knowing you guys might not make it, besides if I escape all they are going to do is put up more security."

"Emma c'mon we can figure something out! We don't want you to die.." Norman said holding back tears. It was painfully obvious that he was. "You guys need to go on without me, you two are alot smarter then me and you need to protect the others." I responded. Giving that same look of determination.

"Wait.. Norman, we can come back for Emma before she even gets the chance to ship anyone off. And We'll save the kids. By then we will all be grown up and it would be easier to move around." Ray said as me and Normans face light up with the idea, almost as if Ray had an actual light bulb. Then I began to realize.. "no. I will not be a mother, I will not be a mother then cause you all more suffering by having to save me!" I said in with some anger in my voice. "Emma. Become a mother." Norman said. "If you become a mother me and Ray will save you. I promise." Norman added while putting out his pinky. I hesitated to give him mine, but I soon have in as Ray added his. Our Pinky's lost as they both said, "I cross my heart and hope to die and if I lie you can break my pinky."

I pulled them both in after they her done and hugged them. Tears ran down my face and fell onto the bed sheets. "I don't wanna kill anyone so if you two break your promise, I will kill myself before any of my children." Both Norman & Ray nodded as I stepped away. "You guys have about 5 years once you both turn 17, keep track." I added, wiping my tears. Norman & Ray nodded once more. I stood up and said "I am going to ask mom for more details on being a mom. You guys need to plan and plan every single possibility out. Got it? Even if it cost my life, I wont let any of my children die."

"Fine Emma." They both said.

I walked up to mom's room and knocked. "Mom?" She opened the door. "I need more information on being a mom." She looked down at me and smiled. "Come in." She said as I walked in.

~fast forward a couple days~

"Everyone, Emma is finally being shipped off!" Mama said as she put her hand on my shoulder kinda as if she was telling me to smile.
I gave a big grin and some kids came up to me crying. "I'll miss you Emma!!" They said.

"I'll miss you all too!!" I said with a shakey voice. Norman and Ray both came up to me to give me  one last hug. I slipped the thing that breaks the tracker into Rays back pocket.

I was going to be a mom..