A swipe of love

part 19

( you were there till 10:30, and then went home. u slowly walked in the house trying not to wake up the boys, but then u noticed them already awake )
cyp: u got some explaination to do
you: i think we don't tho
jacob: at least they had fun whilewe were sleeping
jackson: yeah exactly
you: why r u awake tho
jacob: it's almost 11am wdym
lincoln: (walks in) good morning
you: giod morning baby (hug him) how'd u sleep?
lincoln: pretty good what about you?
you: (look at jackson and laugh) um yeah me too! let me make a breakfast!
jackson: u don't have to make for me, we've already eaten
you: i know! u guyscan eat the rest of that pizza
jacob: yes alr
(while they are eating you and jackson are watching TV)
you: what we gonna do today
cyp: i'm busy i have to go soemwhere
you: u always have to do something else
jackson: nah let him enjoy thats maybe a girl cyp hmmm?
cyp: nah, i'm going now, bye see ya
you: sus
jacob: very sus
jackson: so guys can we go for a walk i mean yk
jacob: yeah sounds nice
you: yess we'll bring lincoln?
jackson: lincoln u wanna go to see Ben?
lincoln: yessss
jackson: he will have fun in his friend's house
you: u sure? is he safe?
jackson: hell yeah he is, Ben's parents are very nice and they have a doggo
you: aw that's adorable! so we going?
jacob: yall ready
all of u: yes!
jackson: lets go

(u left the house, brought lincoln to his friend and continued walking)
jackson: there's something like carnival idk
you: can we go there?
jackson: yeah sure
you: yuhhh
jacob: oh there i see it
you: yes i can hear but not see anything
jacob: that's because you're short
you: that's because ur a 6'6 giant
jacob: hehe
jackson: come on (puts u on his shoulders)
jackson: u see now?
you: oh yeeesss i do
jacob: i am so lonely
you: we'll find you a girl jacob very soon
jacob: i hope

(u arrived there and started looking at all these things. then u spotted your old friend Luca here)
you: (put jackson's hand down since he was holding it and run to Luca) omg i missed you!
luca: hm? (confused) oh mina! it's you (hugs u) i've missed you too bae
you: oh it's been so long damn
luca: hell yeah ik!? how's life
you: great!!
luca: why are u in alabama wait
(jackson walks to you and put his hand around ur neck)
jackson: she's there because of me
you: oh this is my boyfriend, jackson this is my best friend since i was born! luca meet jackson
jackson: nice to meet you
luca: nice to meet u too! my girl found a guy for herself mhm
you: yesss i did i did, have u found a girl yet?
luca: i've been single since the beggining
you: OHHH
jacob: me too bro
luca: ehhh we'll find someone hopefully
you: ofc u guys will!
jackson: excuse us, we gotta go now
you: bye luca! see u later bro
luca: see u later!

jacob: well this ain't gonna end up good
you: jackson-
jackson: who was that
you: as i said my old friend
jackson: "my girl" ?
you: jackson we've been so close to eachother, we grew up together
jackson: stop lying on me
jacob: i think she ain't lying
jackson: why did he hug u like that then? "my girl" "why are u here" why does he care that much
you: please jackson chill ur distracting people here
jackson: i just need an answer
you: but i told you! (gets nervous) he's my friend! we are just friends jackson!
jackson: okay fine
you: u don't believe me right?
jackson: i don't care
jacob: bro
jackson: let's go home
you: let's go

(u come back home. you go in jackson's room while he's downstairs talking w jacob. u couldn't stop thinking about what has happened before a few minutes and u can't atand it. u go to bathroom and id the |||\|/ - cut urself. after that u came back to his room. after awhile jacob went to the bathroom then quickly came up to you. u were hiding ur hand from him)
jacob: mina? are u on ur period?
you: um what? no i am not why u asking
jacob: why is blood all over the bathroom?! are u okay?! did u cut urself?
you: i am okay jacob go out please, i don't know what's that!?
(jackson walks in)
jackson: what's going on here
(jacob shows him the blood from bathroom)
jackson: u cut urself?
you: i don't know what is that, leave me alone now
jackson: do you need to talk?
you: i don't have what to talk about.
jackson: (we all know he cares so much but he's trying to look like he doesn't and just closes the door)

(u started crying into his pillow where they heard you)
jackson: go to sleep i'm coming too
you: um
jackson: what (comes to u) can u forgive me?
you: i'll t ihink about it
jackson: so we are breaking up?
you: no silly, we are still together i just won't sleep with u. i'll sleep on the couch
jackson: no you won't, it's fine i'll sleep on the couch then.
you: okay... good night
jackson: good night love

(u couldn't fall asleep. it's 12am but ur still not sleeping. u can't fall asleep without jackson playing with ur hair, without u playing with his, without his smell, without cuddles, without him at all. so u cuddled into that pillow which was already full of the blood. u kinda fell asleep. after awhile, at like 3am u woke up. u were so tired u needed sleeping but u didn't feel very well. u felt very sick. so u came downstairs and called jackson)
you: jackson, wake up
jackson: hm? what
you: i can't sleep
jackson: cuddles?
you: mhm
(then he picked u up and went to his room. u fast hide that pillow so he can't see the blood)
jackson: so are u forgiving me
you: yeah i am
jackson: i am sorry i over reacted
you: it's okay tho
jackson: (hugs you and starts playing with ur hair, then u did the same)
(u cuddled into his chest and locked his legs w yours. after a few mins u heard him lightly snorting then u started to fall asleep.)