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Chapter 25💫

Xavier's pov :)

I dropped the first bomb. Kile is looking at me with a bewildered expression. He looks like he has seen a ghost.He kind of looks adorable. My cutie babie.

*um Xavier so what you're telling is all this time you've known your mate.*

Father asked me with blank expression on his face. I know I can't hide it anymore. And I shouldn't be . I've too choose. And kile is what I want. I will do anything for him.

*Yes father. *

*Kiddo why didn't you tell anything about it?*

I looked over and saw kile is struggling to answer. It's all my fault. I should take responsibility for everything. I can put him on the spotlight and sit tight.

*I told Kile to keep it as a secret. *

He looked between us finally setting his eyes on me.

*Did you reject him Xav?*

*NO NO . I can't never do that. *

*And  you are engaged to Alexandria? What kind of sick person does that kile?  All this time your mate was suffering while you were hurting him and leading him to  suicide? Don't you know how fucked up this looks?*

With each word his voice raised. He was shaking with rage. I know that he's controlling his wolf to not come out. But I deserved it. I did this to my angel. Each word he said is true.

*Honey calm down. I know our son did some stupid stuff. But we're his parents. Let him talk.*

Mom intercepted the heated conversation to cool it down. Being the luna she knows anger isn't a solution. But I can see the hurt in her eyes. The guilty in them. I brought it to them.

*Fine . Speak. But whatever you're going to say should be reasonable enough to prevent you from your punishment son.*

*Abraham you can't say that.*

*It's fine ma'am. I agree with him.*

I looked down and saw kile staring between us. He seems frightened by all the drama happening. And he looks weak and tired.

*Kile...dear.. we can do this later . You look tired kiddo.*

Mom told him while noticing the concern on my face. I thanked her with a light smile. But she didn't return it though. She watched Kile shaking his head .

*No it's fine luna. I want to listen. Can I?*

*Sure kiddo*

Everyone looked at me . I cleared my throat before beginning. I know I've to tell everything before it's late. I can't lose my baby one more time.

*So you all know that me and Alexandria were a thing. It wasn't anything serious. From my side. We enjoyed spending time together. She was perfect for me. And that time I thought she will be perfect as luna too. But I know that she isn't my mate. Yet I assumed it'll be a fine girl. Someone stronger and  independent.*

From the side eye i saw  my words are hurting kile even more. His hand is balled into fist. I tried to hold his arms. But he didn't let me. I took a long sigh and continued.

*So as I was saying one day I went to the blue moon' s party I found that my mate is a guy. I didn't know how to handle it. I was expecting a girl and goddess give a male as my mate. I was frustrated and angry. So the only person I've my side was Alexandria. I listened to her words and talked to Kile so he can come and live with me but secretly. I didn't want anyone to know that my mate is a guy. I know our people aren't homophobic or anything. But I was so blinded. I was blinded to see Goddess can't be wrong.*

I was at th edge of crying. But I didn't. I hold back my tears for Kile. I want him to know the whole truths.

*And then I kissed you one day kile. You remember that? I was so tempted to kiss you again. *

I smiled at the beutiful memory. Our first kiss . But I ruined it too.

*That confused me Kile.  One single kiss and you left me mess.*

I chuckled at myself. How stupid love can make you. I looked over at Kile and saw him smiling at me. But when he noticed I'm watching,the poker face was back.

*I spend the night alone to think. About you. About the kiss. About the kiss. Somewhere deep inside I know that I liked you Kile. I decided to give us a try. Thats why I asked you to move in with me. When I came to know more about you my whole idea about you changed. You're what I wanted. My other half of my soul . But I kept neglecting it all this time. I was a fool to not want someone precious as you angel. You don't have to do anything to make me smile. A single glance at is enough. You light up my world like no one else. You completed me dear. I was truly happy with my mate. The time i spend with you is the perfect time in my world. Everything was going perfect until the party. I was arranging the party while Alexandria told me that she has something important to tell me. But I was confused because we've not contacted since Kile has moved in with me.
When I reached our room she told me that she's pregnant with my baby. But I was frozen to that place that I didn't see she was going to kiss me. Right that moment you came in and saw us Kile.*

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