**Point of view of Amber White**
After the rain stopped, I drove back to the house and showered. I changed into just a white button-up shirt. I like it like that, it's comfortable. My phone started ringing by the time when I was done drying my hair, I looked at the id and finds that it's dad.
"Hello princess, how was your day," my father asked.
"It was great, "I replied in a cheerful voice, happy that dad called me this often.
"Ok I am going to send Jack in a week or two" he announced which gave me a little surprise.
Jack is one of my many cousins that I have. He is one of my father's best fighters and also someone who knows my true self.
"Why?" I asked as my expression became blank again.
"Because I can't leave you there without a bodyguard and he is the same as you in age so he can go to your school also" he explains
"But I am fine alone and I can take care of myself well dad" I protested "you know me"
"No arguments in this Amber. Ok I need to go princess, I need to attend a meeting" he said, making me sad as always. It's always like this.
"You are always busy, you never have spent time with me properly. You always say that " I whispered to myself and I know he didn't hear it. Even if he did he pretended not to.
"Goodnight princess," he said
"Goodnight dad " I replied and he ended the call.
Sometimes I think why am I even hoping for him to show me love but I don't want to give up. I have experienced that love and it's addictive. It would have been better if I have never experienced it but I have.
I have done everything that he asked me for. He asked me to learn everything and I did, he asked me to become the best shooter and I became one. he asked me to be the best fighter and I became one, he asked me to be perfect and I did that do, he asked me not to have any weakness and I did that too. What else will it take for him to show me, love?
Sometimes I feel nothing, lonely, broken, irritated, frustrated, and most of it Empty.
**Next day**
I am late and right now I am walking to my class. Yesterday, I didn't sleep well because of all the things going on in my mind, damn it, I haven't even been able to eat well for the past two days. I just don't feel like it same goes with my sleep. I entered the classroom which is maths. I opened the door and enters the class. Someone coughed and I looked straight at the person's eyes as she started speaking.
"You are late miss" I didn't reply to her and started to walk to find a seat to sit on, which made her angry I guess cause she instantly started to shout at me.
"Do you think this is your home that you can come and go as you please? Do you even understand what school is? Haven't your mother teach you that, Oh yes now that I remember you don't have one, they abandoned yo...." I cut her off mid-sentence as soon as she brought up my mom and stopped walking. I looked straight into her eyes.
"Look here, You better keep your fucking mouth shut or I swear I will make sure you won't be able to speak anymore, and believe me I will. UNDERSTAND" I said in a calming but yet deadly, murderous tone. Anyone in their right mind wouldn't argue with me after that and I swear If she did she will die miserably.
The whole room is covering with awe after a movement of silence. I smirked as She stands there looking angry and I guess she can't find words now. What happened cat got your tongue. I started to look for a seat again.
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Romance"What the fuck are you doing, let go" I shouted at him trying to free my hand from his grip. "I am claiming what's mine," he said putting his head in the crook of my neck. "When the fuck I became yours. I. Will. Never. Be. Yours" I yelled "You we...
