GOD SPEAKING

Happiness

I love you LORD! What can I do without you GOD. Thank YOU for everything; for bringing these people here to talk to me and tell me what was is my heart. I never thought I was that special for the lady to tell me " you are special". I thought she meant I am special in a usual way. I didn't pay much attention to those words that much, but they intrigued me.
I asked my cousin and told her what the lady told me and she said that you have a gift. I never had put thought to being gifted spiritually. She said she has the gift of voice and I was happy for her,yet surprised.
She said she is in her church choir. I always had a passion for singing. What mostly brought my attention was when her pastor said "God is going to use you, but there will be battles in which the enemy will try and stop you."
The best part was when the lady touched me and started to pray, I also began to pray and suddenly began shaking and felt the presence of the LORD in me. I fell to the floor slowly, still shaking and praying when I suddenly see I Red Cross in a vision it looked bloody. But what I couldn't explain why was it I. The dark instead of light.
It was beautiful feeling the presence of GOD inner and take over me. There was man he said "GOD put this in my heart for you. In Jeremiah 1." Ever since he told me I liked that capital." I was so happy.
The reason they came was because I began praying and worrying that I might not go with GOD my HOLY Father the one I love.
Wow I miss that and I will do that for the one I love most. How could I have done so much to him and HE still LOVES me and CARES for me.