the mistake that changed the world

It was hard. Knowing he was close to me but not knowing exactly where. What was i supposed to do? Live with it? Having a vampires super scent was difficult enough, but smelling the one you love and can't have but have to bear with it? that was hard. Vampires aren't allowed to be with humans. I'm a half vampire. I have all of the special abilities a vampire does, just not immortality. This is one of the reasons i can't know my mom, and cannot see my lover boy. He is human, and so is my mom. So I'm stuck here. with my father. Who is full blood vampire and in big trouble for the whole getting with my mom ordeal. which is also why i cant go anywhere. I cannot handle it. why do I have to pay for what my father did? to be told you're wrong hurts, especially when its the truth.