I forgot

All i could do

I sat there... staring at her for what seemed like forever.... Finally she opened her mouth to say something- but I cut her off "what are you doing here" I seemed to have caught her off guard because all she could do was stammer like an idiot. "Why are you here. With Jared. My brother." Just more blubbering finally Jared came down the stairs "Emma quit hammering her" "why is she here" I said as I could feel my heart almost beating out of my chest.... "Emma, you know we would never do anything to upset you especially at-" "especially at what are you trying to tell me I'm clueless? That I'm vulnerable?" "Emma you know good and well that is not what I'm trying to say" Jared said as he aggressively moved closer to me. Just then I felt my eyes full up with tears, I could feel that ugly red color you get when you cry sink in. Just then we heard the door open it was Aaron carrying bags of groceries, "hey guys I got stuff for a movie ni-" he stopped when he suddenly saw my eyes full of tears, I couldn't stand there any longer so I took off for my room, all I felt like was diving for my bed and burying my face in my pillow pet and crying myself to sleep.thats all I wanted to do. all I could do