Eternal Love [Jenlisa]

Chapter 35

Another morning has come,

But this time, with a very different atmostphere from the previous morning that jennie has been experienced for a month

With the sound of the clicking metals from the kitchen , cheerful humming of the brunette and a soft smile plastered acrossed her face, its all proving the contentment that blossomed in her chest

The house used to be fills with silence.only the sound of her footsteps whenever she walks around, her faint breathing, her cries at nights ,and silence

And when the night comes, the silence just getting louder ,erupting the whole house that almost making her feel uncomfortable to even stay inside the house, which she often going out by herself,trying to find any sounds that she could get from outside to be her distraction

Nights

For the nights in the past month, was like one of the most horrible thing that she hope she get to refuse to face every night

The dreams , the nightmares

The thing that would left her breathless and having her chest being clutched tightly,with her hand flailing desperately in attempt to find anything that she can clasped on to stop the tremble of her body whenever she woke up from the nightmare

Waking up to no one that could tell her she was safe, or pulling her in an embrace that could take over all the horrifying images in her head was, totally horrible

Car crash, the siren and the sight of lisa laying lifelessly on the ground.her body being carried on the carrier , blood spilling everywhere , and the sound of her friends, along with lisa's father helplessly crying over the lost of his daughter .it was the same images that keep surging through her head whenever she closed her eyes at nights.

Until now,she still have those, it's never gone

But this time, the faint sound of the water pouring from the bathroom acrossed her room, the light steps coming from lisa and the sound of her door being knocked was able to help her to let her know that this time, she is not alone

She has lisa

That small things letting her know,

That she'll be fine

"Jen?"

Her eyes blinks before turning her head to the side, flinching slightly to see lisa standing close to her with a frown acrossed her face.probably notice the moment of her being in dazed

"What's wrong?" Her hand holding a white cup with the other has her phone in her grasp, raising slightly to shove it inside her long brown coat

"I was just, thinking.."

The blonde stares at her for a while, before nodding her head and make her way to the table.meanwhile the feline, smiling mirthlessly over the obvious changes of her wife's behavior towards her

She's absolutely happy to have lisa back at home

Yet the changes of lisa somehow,almost making she feels like she was still alone

Almost.

The blonde is no longer be initiative in opening a conversation when they are together.less talk,and care less about what she's doing, where she's going , and with whom she's with

She's no longer cares

When jennie's frown face and slight furrowed eyebrows used to be the reason for lisa to freak out and become concern to see the sight of it, it is now become nothing to her