Times have changed...

Chapter 4

Finally, she came on stage. She said: "Little Things by One direction." I looked at her, didn't know what to say, she knew that song ment so much to me. But I love her..., so I wanted to do it, but I told her that she had to sing along with me when I had to sing Niall's solo. She agreed.

I didn't play my guitar, I would only ruin it, I couldn't play that song, because it would never be as perfect as they play it. The band played this song wonderfully!

*Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me 

But bear this mind it was meant to be 

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, 

You've never loved your stomach or your thighs

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But i'll love them endlessly 

I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth 

But if I do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to 

I'm in love with you and all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that i keep 

Though it makes no sense to me 

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 

You never want to know how much you weigh 

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But 

You're perfect to me 

I won't let this little things slips out of my mouth

But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to

I'm in love with you and all these little things

Now it was Niall's solo, Esther held my hand in hers. We sang together: 

"You never love yourself half as much as i love you 

You'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to 

If i let you know, i'm here for you

Maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh"

I've just let these little things slips out of my mouth 

'Cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to 

And i'm in love with you (all these little things) 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to 

I'm in love with you, and all your little things.*

When the song was over, there was that one tear that fell out of my eye. Esther looked at me, she hugged me, she whispered: "The pride I feel now, you can't believe, You can't believe how proud I am, you did wonderful!" It took me a while to realise this aal, but I hugged her back and said thank you. The audiance was shouting, yelling, clapping, they thought it was beautiful.

I loved it. This made me happy!

I went backstage again, the audiance went home. Louise was proud of me. She was smiling with her perfect smile. Her eyes shiny... I was proud aswell. "So," Louise said, "the only thing you have to do now is being comfortable about being pretty and! How to flirt with guys ofcourse!!

She took me to the mall, we bought two lovely dresses, a black one, quite short, strapless. It had a few lovely layers. I loved it! The other one was dark purple, a long dress, it was simple but nice. It had a bow on the back, with two ribbons, all the way down, till the end of my dress. The bow was yellow, so were my shoes (<3). I had to stand in front of a mirror and tell Louise I was beautiful, but I had to really mean it. She said I was gorgeous, a warm glow came inside of me, it felt nice to hear a compliment and knowing the person that said it actually means it. So, I told myself I was beautiful. Louise said: "Now you have to prove you believe that." I thought by myself *Oh no...* I had to flirt with guys. I had to wear a nice dress, still casual, and I had to go to the supermarket. I had to learn how to flirt and talk to boys, in a sexy way. Not in the I-am-one-of-the-guys-way. My mission would be accomplished when I boy asked me out. This was never ever going to work!!

At the beginning, it was weird, I laughed at myself, for being so stupid. The next boy I tried flirted a bit back, I didn't know how to react, but then I saw he was married... NEXT!! Haha, I went to the fruit section, there was a guy, taking some tomatoes. I told him I could throw three tomatoes in the air and catch them with one hand. WHY DID I TOLD HIM THAT, I COULDN'T, I WAS AS CLUMBSY AS A PERSON WHO RODE A HORSE BACKWORDS WITH HIS EYES CLOSED, I WAS SO CLUMBSY THAT IF I HAD 100 METRES OF SPACE AND THERE WAS ONE ROCK, I WOULD STILL STRUMBLE OVER THE ROCK AND FALL! Yeah, I was really clumbsy. He asked me to do that. Ofcourse he asked...

So. I tried, all three of them fell on the ground. The guy was laughing. I was too. He liked me, he flirted a bit, and I flirted a bit back. He gave me a hug and went back on shopping. I went to the tea section. Suddenly, a  boy, a nineteen year old boy (I guess) came to me and told me I looked gorgeous. At first it seemed hilarious, but he really ment it, so sweet! I thanked him for saying that.  He asked me out, for a dinner at his place, he would make us a meal! How cute... Haha. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

Louise came to me and told me I was ready for it. I thought by myself: "Oh God, no." She said: "I've arranged you a date, tomorrow evening, at the roof of one of the nicest hotel in London, the Westbury Mayfair, in Covent Garden. "Er, London??" I thought by myself...

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