𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 [Bellatrix Lestrange]

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟑

A few weeks have passed since Alexandria and Bellatrix slept together. They were denying each other notes for their dates. Most of the afternoons, they spend with each other's company.  They never stayed overnight. Their dates were set at Alexandria's perfect dorm. She began to fell for the girl.  She did not know if Bellatrix felt the same or if it was just casual sex.

To only satisfy their need for sex

They had not arranged anything that afternoon. Alexandria had to meet with her friends. She did not want them to understand anything. Bellatrix wanted to be discreet. 

In the end, she was shagging Bellatrix Black, blood supremacist who had insulted her beast friend

But it felt so good being with her

After the lessons ended, the group gathered in the boys' dorm.  James had picked up fire whiskey and Remus had picked up cigarettes. 
"Cheers buddies" James said, lifting the glass with whiskey in the air. Everyone raised their glasses. Alexandria lit her cigarette. 
"To our lonely friend Alexandria" toasted Sirius taking a sip of the drink. 
"Fuck you arse" laughed Alexandria smoking her cigarette.
"By the way, most of the afternoons, you disappear" Remus stated
Alexandria choked in the question of her friend.
"What do you mean?"
"It means that there is a significant other" James interrupted. 
Alexandria began to stress.
"Fuck the begun to understand" she thought. Alexandria gulped.
"Who is the lucky one?" asked Remus, interrupting her thoughts.
"I do not have a relationship" the girl stated.

That was true

They hadn't made anything official. Neither an official relationship. She hadn't done anything with Bellatrix other than sex.
"So, do you fancy someone then?"  asked Sirius curiously. 
"Well, I have someone in my mind"
"Have you told them?" Remus asked.  Alexandria shook its head. 
She hadn't expressed romantic feelings towards the girl. 
"But why?" asked the boy.

Now the all group was interested in the conversation. Lily wanted me to stop this conversation. She was watching her friend being in an awkward position.
"Look, this person is not easily approached" Alexandria replied dryly.  "We're sure that this person feels the same. Talk to them" said James. 

"So should I play music?"  asked the Sirius getting up from the floor. 
"Put it on already" said Remus. 
Sirius went to Remus' record player and started searching for the right vinyl to play.
"Hm..this is perfect" he murmured and put the vinyl on the record. 

He had chosen Somebody to love by Queen. 
"Bastard" chuckled Alexandria. 
"I love you too" replied Sirius giving a kiss in the air. The group was lying on the floor and smoking.  Alexandria was just thinking. 
"Do I like Bellatrix?  Does she like me too?" The girl just hoped the felling was mutual. She could not stand another one side affection. She had already been hurt erotically with Lily and without even having any physical touch. She was thinking about how much she missed Bellatrix's touch. 

She would rather be with her freely. 

She wanted her in her arms, feeling her hot breath

She wanted to listen to muggle songs. 

To read her poems.

Not just sex secretly from everyone.

She wanted to do everything with her.

"Fuck....I got attached to her"
she thought and sucked her cigarette.  She wondered what the girl did alone.  "Does she miss me?" she asked herself.
"Alexandria, are you all right" Lily asked, shrugging the girl's shoulder. Alexandria seemed to be in her world. Her mind was traveling.
Alexandria come back in the real world.

"Excuse me?"

"I ask if you are okay?"

"I am fine. Thank you"Alexandria answered abruptly, trying to avoid any question.
"You can talk to me if you want," whispered Lily to Alexandria. Alexandria nodded to the girl.
"Should I put something more uplifting?" Sirius asked his friends.
"I want to dance to seduce again Lily" James replied, making dance moves. Alexandria was laughing as she drank from her glass. Sirius got up again and changed the vinyl. He put on Rolling Stones.
"Old but gold" stated Sirius as he approached the group.

The music was very loud.

Sirius, then, grabbed her hand and made her spin around, All the friends started dancing frantically to the rhythm of the music. Alexandria escaped a little from her thoughts about Bellatrix. She was now devoted to music. The whiskey was starting to hit them a little. But they didn't care. The next day was a weekend.