no regrets - soukoku

4

Dazai's pov:
I was gently stroking the gingers hair. wiping the tear drops off  with my thumb. he's interesting, I want to know more about him. I soon feel the tiny ginger move a bit, he's awake now. He looks at me with swollen eyes and a face full of pain with a hint of fear. Breathing heavily with his right arm against his heart griping on to the shirt tightly till his knuckles began to turn white. I sat there emotionless looking into his teary blue orbs I soon then moved without thinking, I couldn't control my actions. I pull the sobbing ginger to my embrace and laid my head in the space between his neck and shoulder. It fitted perfectly. I soon feel two shaky hand's around my neck pulling me closer to the hug we both just sat there as if time has stopped.

Its been 12 minutes since the beginning of the hug the bell rang 5 mintuets ago but none of us moved an inch.

Chuyya's pov:
Its him again, im dreaming of him nonono nonono NOO. I-I moved to Japan so I could forget about  f-france, AGH FUCKK.

The dream:
Black figure: Im sorry chibi, im into girls now
Chuyya: no no please s-s-STAY BACK don't come near me I beg you
Black figure:hey chibi remmember why I always told you that I loved your hair?
Chuyya: STOP IT I ALREADY KNOW PLEASE DONT SAY IT PLEASE DONT SAY IT
Black figure: chibi this doesn't mean you'll never see me again, ill come every once and a while to play with you,*whispers* if you know what I mean. seeing you go feral kinds of, turns me on *black figure smirks*
Chuyya:* covers ears with hands and closes his eyes* FUCK YOU PLEASE JUST GO DIE.

Every thing is now pitch black. I can hear his laugh get farther and farther. I woke up painting heavily.

This idiot is here, why tho? Who cares ill just thank him for his hospitality and give him 5000 yen to shut up and no tell any one about this, well that was all before he huged? me. I somehow feel safe. I grab onto him hugging him back , I  never want this to end. I began playing with his brunette hair after a while and my eyes widen when I felt a pair of hands ran down my waist pulling me closer into the hug. Is this the same idiot as before? Maybe he has a twin or something idk and idc the  person whom im currently with is an amazing person. I should invite him for lunch as a thank you since this is a really big help for me. I smile once I remember what's happening. it all ended with a big bang at the door and and oddly familiar whine which I hate.

Dazai's pov:
Oh shit, lias here. I stand up with the ginger still in my arms and carried in the same position we were in earlier to hide him behind a pile of boxes so Lia wouldn't see him. I then left a soft kiss on his forehead "ill distract her, escape after were gone" then sprinted to this annoying blond "BAAABYY WHERE HAVE U BEEN, I COULDENT BARE GO THRU LUNCH WITHOUT YOUUUUU" "sorry I um got locked here by accident, why don't I uhh walk u to your class?" "OMG YAY!" Thank god she didn't see him she would've turned his life into chaos .  Hopefully he gets to escape without getting caught. And that kiss I gave him on his head... he's so tiny I'm used to carrying kittens and giving them a peck on the head. If I told him this he's going to get mad.... I think I should do that!

Chuyya's pov:
I cover my mouth with my hand as soon as dazai hid me behind the pile of boxes.a light blush formed as soon as he kissed my head. I then could hear there voices fade away. I took it as an opportunity to escape and head to class. im prepared for an earful by the teacher for skipping half of the class, but it was worth it I got to spend it with my new f-friend... for some reason im not happy with being dazes friend.. I think im a bit greedy why do I want more than that, I said as I bit my lip. I stoped as soon as it began to bleed "oh shit" I wiped the blood off using my sleeve and made my way to class after I saw that the coast is clear

Dazes pov:
(Todays gym class is just measuring how heavy you are,how tall you are, how long you can jump etc)
I slipped into gym class without the teacher noticing, I have 2 more lessons after this before im able to go back home. As much as I love laying in my bed and doing nothing bake home. I would leave without a second thought if I got offered too, my dad is a bitch JUST BECAUSE HE IS SOME MAFIA LEADER DOSENT MEAN THAT I WILL TAKE HIS JOB AFTER HIM WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE. He had traind me since they day I was born, he even got rid of anything that I love, even my m-mom..he said that it will teach me not to get emotionally attached to Someone/somthing. He also won't let me pick whom to love. Im currently with Lia because my 'dad' said so. He also did meany traumatizing things to me, where should I start I FUCKING HATE THIS....GOD! my thoughts were intrupted by our gym teacher yelling  "MR NAKAHARA WHY ARE YOU LATE TO MY CLASS?"  I turned my head to the source of the sound. Chukka was stuttering trying to find an excuse " *sigh* 60 pushups, next  time I will double the amount  and call your parents, DONT REAPET THIS MISTAKE!!" Chuyya bowed as an apology then glared at me before he began the 60 push ups ,He surprisingly did it with ease.my jaw flew open.HOW CAN SOMTHING SO SMALL BE SO SO STRONG?????? Well he still didnt hit me yet but by the fact that he can do 60 pushups with ease and still walk normaly afterwards is enough for me to know that, THIS BITCH IS STRONG. I snapped back tp reality to find an innocent little boy running for his life."DAZAI-SAN!!" The white haired boy yelled as he hid behind me "OI JINKO GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE WERE NOT YET DONE"said an emo boy with no eye brows. I couldn't help but laugh my ass out, they both stoped arguing and looked at me with concern."uuuh dazai-san?" They both said in union. As soon as I calmed down I decided to introduce the little trouble makers to chuyya, I don't like seeing him alone at class."CH UU YY AA"I said in a loud but slow way while dragging the two along with me. "The fuck do u want" the ginger shot back with a glare "chuuuuyaa don't be sooo meannn annyways id like to introduce you to my frinds whether you like it or not, this is atshushi-kun and this is akutugawa!" "Hello! Its nice to meet you" atshushi said with a smile that can cure cancer,And akutugawa just waved. "Like wise, my name is nakahara chuyya" said the ginger politely im surprised that he can have manners "huh why cant you be that kind with me tooo??" "*tsk* go die" they both looked back to the left after hearing a scream, it was aktugawa and atshushi chasing each other round.

Chuyya's pov:
Im currently praying that he won't mention what happened earlier..well to my luck he didnt he just began humming  a song I just sat there and listened while drinking my milk. I sprinted out of the room as soon as the bell rings... obviously that idiot Is following me talking about how bad it will affect Society if we didnt have ice cream "oi if I get you ice cream after school will you shut up??"  "YOU PROMISE!?!?" Dazai said with sparkles in his eyes "yeah yeah now shut up" "THANK YOUU CHUU-" I trow my empty milk box at his face then proceeded to walk. I then heard a scream coming form our class room, me and the idiot both looked at each other then ran towards the class to see what's happening. "R-rampo-san p-please st- stop! I don't l-like your pranks.." "BWAHAHAHAAHAH THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE" "Rampo-" "and no.. poe I won't stop till I see you laugh or smile" poe blushed a bit and averted his gaze. "Ugh should've known, oi hatrack thease are my friends rampo the laoud one and the quite one poe" I I nodded my head and waved at them "I would tell you my name but im pretty sure the whole building heard it at pe class" dazai scoffed a bit then "his name is nakahara chuyya" with a loving smile while staring at me I was about to chock him to death for staring at me but he'd enjoy that.
(Time skip to the last bell)
"CH-UU-YY-AA" my life span shortns every time im around this boy "yeah yeah lets go get some ice cream" we walked to the school gate while dazai was humming the same song as earlier