I watch as you pace the room, hands balled into fists as you mutter under your breath. I watch you spin sharply as you reach the end of the room and pace in the other direction, eyes darting around, searching for a new idea, for a new design. I watch as you play with the measuring tape placed around your neck as you rack your brain, hoping to find something original. I watch as your eyes grow wide as a new idea hits you like a lightning bolt. I watch you race across the room, picking up various fabrics until you've found the right one and immediately begin cutting and sewing, the measurements already engraved into your mind. I watch as you work hard, slaving away at the sewing matching, folding the fabric, injuring yourself but ploughing through to complete the design. I watch as you complete your creation and look over at me with a satisfied smile. I watch as you stride over to me and hold your new piece against me, judging to see if I can wear it properly, if I can pull off something as grand as you have made. I watch as you remove the old clothes I have on and gently slip on the new dress you have made for me and only me. I watch as you stand back and adore your masterpiece, eyes wandering all over me, watching the way the fabric hugs my body, the way the material glides against my pale skin. I watch as you trial your hands all over me and tuck a loose strand of my hair behind my ear before cupping my cheek and whispering 'your mine.'
And even though I stand here in this upright position, unable to move, unwilling to move, I do not mind. As long as you need me, use me, as long as I am of value to you. I will forever be here for you.
I promise to forever be the shoulder you need to lean on, the person who you can cry in front of. I promise to lend an ear whenever you need someone to listen to you, when you need to release your problems. I promise I will take the blow whenever you need to vent out your anger. I promise to be the one you can hold onto whenever you need a hug. I promise to be here for you, even though you may leave and never come back, I will still be here waiting for you.
You have captivated me from the moment I saw you and now you have taken all of me, all of my organs and locked them away in pretty little jars in the cupboard, for you to keep. You have taken all of me, my body which is now at your disposal and I wouldn't have it any other way as my body is yours to do whatever you please.
I have surrendered my everything to you and only you.
I have lived for you, and only you.
And I have died for you, and only you.
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Only for you (VIXX Leo One shot)
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