The way you read me

heartbreak

Chapter 12:

"I figured that I should be completely honest with you.
As much as we've bonded throughout these last few days,
I was never in love with you.

Yes, I do appreciate you as person.
And yes, everything that I've told you was the truth.
I've never lied to you.
But your perception of how close we were was far off.

And I care for you completely.
I really do.
Because you've always been there for me.
And I trust you, so much.

So I'm sorry if this hurts you,
but it's the truth.

We were never meant to be together;
never.

Your heart belongs to someone else,
and so does mine.",

and that's what I told Hannah.

She was completely shattered.
And I felt extremely guilty for hurting her in ways that I've never imagined hurting anyone before.
And it breaks my heart seeing her that way.

But I did what was needed to be done.

I could've never been in a happy relationship with her.
I'd never be able to love her the way that I love you,
my dear.

I chose to reject her,
someone who was willing to offer me love for eternity.

And I chose you instead,
someone who would never be able to love me,
ever.

But that's okay, because I don't care about that.
I'll keep choosing you, regardless.
Because if you truly love someone, you choose them even when they're not around.

I chose you, and I'll choose you over and over again. Without any pause, without any doubts, in a heartbeat.

And I swear, I love you with my entire being.
I am willing to offer you my whole heart.

Drake might say that I'm holding onto something that will never exist, but it's because deep down inside of me, there's this little piece of hope that someday,
it will.