Me and my life as a mythomaniac

Hey...

Hi, I know no one will read this "story" , but I really want to be «free» from being a mhytomaniac , because I know when the people will know about my lies will abbandone me . So yes this is my story where I will tell you about my days and how do i feel about being a mhytomaniac around my friends. I know one day they will see me as a liar and my mythomania can't be an excuse but i really need someone who can understand me . I don't wanna tell anyone about this because who will be friends with a liar. Yes, I know I'm a liar but I have feelings too and I am semi-conscious about what I tell and it hurts me because I don't know why I am telling non-stop lies , the only one person who i did not lie is my best friend who lives in another country ... I told her about me , my trauma , my fears , my worst phobia and me being hypervigile around people. I will tell you too about this but the fact is that I never told anyone about this kind of things so please don't judge me and also please don't read this story if you think this is stupid or without a sense because this story would be my diary where only some people will understand and I hope you can help me with this problem... and I hope too that you will not experience this even if this can raises your self-esteem and will let you build everyday a new you , one day your lies will always comeback to you . And you will touch the ground hardly. I wish to be friends with some of you . And don't worry I will not lie in this story even if it's hard I want to be free and try to touch the ground not so hard even if it's improbable ... Well see you in the next chapter. <3

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And yes I know that "Bad liar" of the Imagine Dragons are not a reference about being a mythomaniac , but some phrases they kinda "mirror me" (?)