Future // jjk (On going)

𝙲 𝚑 𝚊 𝚙 𝚝 𝚎 𝚛 19

You’re my sun, one and only in this world

I bloom for you, but you make me thirst
It’s too late, too late
I can’t live without you

Even if I’m drying out, I try harder to reach you
But it’s no use, it’s a dream to be broken
I run and run, but I’m not getting anywhere
Just burn me out, yes
Keep pushing me away

This is a fool, crazy in love, chasing in circles
Make me run
Make me run more
Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can
I smile when I see you

I run, run, run I can’t stop
Run, run, run again I can’t help it
In any case, this is all I can do
All I know is how to love you

Run, run, run again
It’s okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again
It’s okay to get hurt
I’m alright, even if I can’t have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me

Run
Don’t tell me bye, bye
Run
You make me cry, cry
Run
Love is a lie, lie

Don’t tell me, don’t tell me
Don’t tell me bye, bye
Everyone says it’s over, but
I can’t stop Is this sweat or tear,
I can’t really tell oh

My love stripped bare, the stormy winds
They make me run again, my heart beats again
Make me run
Make me run more

Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can I smile when I see you

I run, run, run I can’t stop
Run, run, run again
I can’t help it In any case, this is all I can do
All I know is how to love you

Run, run, run again
It’s okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again
It’s okay to get hurt...

11:03 pm

4 years.

4 years have passed by. Ever since all of it happened. I remember it vividly. I remember running away from home and the transporting into the future. I remember the unusually beautiful beings I saw. I remember a lot, but it is so faded.

I remember Jungkook.

My heart has not been the same without him. So many days have passed, yet I still hope I see him one day. I feel like a part of me has been taken away. I need him.

I live with Bangtan in a fairly big apartment. There are four rooms, so two people in one room. But I share my own room, ofcourse. I never went back to my old home, I don't feel safe there anymore.

I never heard from my parents ever again after that day.

"K everyone lights out!" Taehyung shouts- completely ignoring the neighbours-, signaling us to go to sleep as he turns off the lights in the home through the main switch.

We all had jobs. I worked as a therapist. Mainly because during the first few months after what had happened, I had been going through a lot of mental issues, and I got engulfed in psychology as it got really interesting... you know, the way humans function and all. It got to the point I wanted to work in a field associated with that. But I also wanted to help people going through a rough time.