Rafe Cameron/Drew Starkey Imagines

"I actually loved you and you threw it all away for him!"

Scandalous.

That is how people described you and Rafe's relationship. You were a pogue and he was a Kook, it was unnatural for you two to date.

Your relationship wasn't easy. Hell, it wasn't easy at all. Between the beef between your brother, JJ, and Rafe, as well as the arguments that ensued between you and JJ due to your dating Rafe, it's amazing that you two lasted as long as you did.

It didn't come as a shock when you ended things with Rafe. He'd gone completely mad and became someone you didn't even recognize. And that broke your heart.

Sure, things between you and JJ were better now, but things would never be the same. In fact, you kind of resented JJ now, and partially blamed him for being one of the reasons it didn't work out with Rafe, though you'd never tell him that.

Despite everything anyone ever told you about Rafe, you loved him unconditionally. Sure, Rafe could be a hard-ass and a huge asshole, but never towards you. Everyone knew Rafe had a soft spot when it came to you.

"(Y/N), I don't even know why you stay with him! He's such an asshole!" JJ yelled at you. "He literally jumped Pope and I on the lawn, and you don't even care!"

"Of course I care, JJ, you're my brother! I love him, JJ. I don't know what you expect me to do!" You yelled back.

"Oh, I don't know... Break up with him?!" He spat.

Your heart had shattered at those words. Even the thought of breaking up with Rafe made you want to vomit.

"You know I can't do that." You choked out, your voice barely audible.

"What if he hurts you? You're a pogue! He's against all of us, and it wouldn't surprise me if he turned his anger towards you. I just don't want him to hurt you," JJ told you, feeling a little bad for his previous statement. Now it's your turn to get angry. You couldn't believe he would even think Rafe would do something like that.

"What if he hurts me?? Really, JJ? You actually think he would do that? He would never do that to me! You don't know him like I do, he's not as big of a monster as you paint him out to be! He's sweet to me and he loves me, and he would never lay a hand on me. I can't believe you even said that!" You yelled.

"If he ever does, I won't hesitate to kill him." He said, clenching his jaw.

"You know what? I'm done listening to this." You said, grabbing some stuff and going straight to Rafe's.

You spent that whole night staying up with Rafe venting about that fight with JJ.

Those memories seem like a lifetime ago now, even though they happened just a few months ago. Life was different now without Rafe, and not a good different.

The feud between the Pogues and the Kooks was somehow even worse, and you'd seen Rafe do things you never wanted to see.

It even seemed like the breakup didn't effect him at all. Like the relationship never even happened.

Which is why when you got a random text from Rafe asking you to meet him at the loading docks at 11 that night, you were shocked to even hear from him, let alone him ask to see you.

For the rest of the day, your mind pondered what he could possibly want to meet with you about, the hours dragging on as you waited for 11 o'clock to roll around.