(Your pov)
I squealed as my heart stopped completely.Even though I'm still breathing,i know I'm not going to make it now.I knelt down as i screamed and cried with my whole body.I knelt down to hold his hand,one last time.His figure crippled on the ground,the goriness of his insides showed.i always wanted to see his heart and understand it,but never like this."I... Love you,Kaa....." —
*************** I woke up to the sound of his voice.i will never forget that voice.the sounds of an acoustic guitar sizzled waves through my ears as i aroused to see dawn.i opened my eyes and screamed."JINHWAN WHAT THE FUCKING HELL" His face was eye leveled to mine when I lifted my lids."IM SORRY!I WANTED TO BE LITERALLY THE FIRST THING YOU SEE IN THE MORNING!" he laughed his ass off,like literally I saw a cheek try to escape him."YOU-" I collapsed on top of him.tickled him as fuck which made him laugh and so I laughed.his laugh is my laugh.Now we just laid there together cuddling.his arms were always wrapped around me,dangling around my neck.he kissed my forehead.i tilted my head back to see him.he smiled.his smile,is my smile.
"Our anniversary is coming up,never forget the day with my everything," He said to me,he chuckled cutely like he was a high schooler just getting the nerve to talk to his crush.Jinhwan...please never grow up."I know you have something planned," I winked at him.which made him wink.i swear he is the perfect mirror.one that never breaks or loses it's quality.his laugh is my laugh,his smile is my smile,his wink is my wink,"Of course you already know I have something planned as fuckkkkkkkkkkkk,but I'm so impatient.a week is too fucking damn long" I chuckled at his honesty,so he chuckled.I tilted my head again to look into his eyes and kiss him.his lips are too sweet,almost like him."It will be here in no time" I said to him."I already made your breakfast as you were getting your beauty sleep,"
Jinhwan hopped from the bed and lead me to the kitchen.he flipped his imaginary hair and strutted like a runway model."like a boss,Jinhwan.like a boss,bae." we ate our fabulous breakfast.
Later that day,as I finished beating Jinhwan's ass at Mario Kart,my friend Ailee came over.we decided to go out for mani-pedis.
She crossed her legs as her hair swayed fabulously when she turned to look at me, and her hands laid on the table being taken care of.
"To be honest,we both know Jinhwan definitely isn't home right now." She confused me a bit,not sure I understood at first.i laughed thinking of my hysterical Jinhwan out buying me an island or something."Oh I already know,cant wait to figure out what he's up to, " She grinned at me."I swear,you too are the perfect couple" We both agreed very well. "Yes.... We really are,arent we? " I closed my eyes and smiled to myself as i sat in the pink massage chair as my feet were polished."Jinhwan,oh my Jinhwan.what would I do without that idiot." I wondered to myself.
Three days later,closer to our first year anniversary,Jinhwan and I sat on the couch,me in his lap.We were trying to figure out a puzzle."Ok so this piece goes here right? " He looked at the confusing thing."Yeah... Like if his face is half ass" It was an Ironman puzzle.i swear he should never ever grow up.He laughed,and you know the rest."Enough of this shit" I stood up from his lap and went to the kitchen.finding it emptier than hell."Bae we have no food in here,i need to go to the store.my stomach is singing Exo right now.just 으르렁대~~" he bit his lip,acting suspicious."No I will go to the store for you" He smiled widely at me.so I smiled widely too of course."Can I come with? " "No it's ok,you dont need to worry,i will get everything.i will take care of everything,and you are my everything,eh?" He kissed me with all his might and held my waist running his fingers slickly (as he thought) down my ass."HEY! " I slapped him lightly and he laughed then made a pouty face. "Sorry not sorry" He said as he walked out the door with his horn dog self.
************Jinhwan went to a nearby supermarket for what I requested then he did something I had no idea about.planning for our anniversary af as he said.Jinhwan went to a jewelry shop."I think she'll love this one"
He told the cashier as he purchased a ring,he planned to propose to me.it only took him 4 hours to choose that one.i became worried about him,so I called. "When are you coming home? Is everything ok? It's been too long and I missed you" "Yes I'm fine,please do not worry.i will be home asap ok"
Jinhwan hung up the phone.everyone in the shop started screaming and Jinhwan was so alert of what was happening now.an unknown person dressed in all black with a black mask.Jinhwan still had the luxurious ring in his hand,and he was spotted. He ran for his life all the way outside and... 5 gun shots were heard.he cried out miserably....laying there holding his stomach while barely breathing,the blood spilled from his mouth as his lungs now contained 4 holes.his chest also burned and he couldn't move.his arms went numb as he cried for help.4 shots near his lungs,one shot through his heart.I was worried about him and remembered he has the location always turned on in his phone.so I took the other car and tracked him down,i opened the door and stepped around to find him,it was storming harshly.
"JINHWAN~~~ WHAT TOOK YOU SO —"
I found him.I squealed as my heart stopped completely.Even though I'm still breathing,i know I'm not going to make it now.I knelt down as i screamed and cried with my whole body.I knelt down to hold his hand,one last time.His figure crippled on the ground,the goriness of his insides showed.i always wanted to see his heart and understand it,but never like this."I... Love you,Kaa....." —Jinhwan said as the ring slipped from his hands,and fell to the ground."NO~.." I literally was about to die.i checked his pulse and he wasn't breathing at all.i cried and screamed his name over and over again but no answer.i cried my heart out.i then reached for the gun that laid beside him from the masked man,and—
His laugh is my laugh,his smile is my smile,his wink is my wink.
His death........is my death.
