ONLY YOU | KV ✓

Chapter 57 - Pride

"Papa didn't deserve it, he was supposed to live a happy life with dad" Jungkook sniffled as he buried his head deep in his mother's tummy while his head on laid on her lap.

"I know he didn't deserve it, no one does Jungkook-ie, but I'm sure wherever he is he would be so proud of you" Mrs. Jeon tried to coax the weeping trueblood, she sniffed as he ran her hand through Jungkook's hair pressing her finger tips softly.

"The purple eyed man— I thought, was a mere eighteen year old kid?" Mr. Jeon questioned as he walked out of the rocking chair he was sitting on, they were in their room letting their son cry over his dead birth giver.

Even though Jungkook knew it exactly was wasn't his fault, someone gave their life jusy so he could breath, his birth giver had the chance to survive by aborting him, but the man didn't, he rather spent his last days growing a life within him.

"I wish I could atleast know where papa's tombstone is, I would tell him a about how I grew up an-and also tell tell him about you eomma that you took care of me just like he wanted to" Jungkook sniffed again, he looked up at his mother seeing the lady smile down at him, those sapphire irises were glinting in pride.

"I owe you my everything my son, you made me take care of you because of you I heard myself being called as eomma, and my little one I'm so thankful for you" Areum said bending down letting her lips press against Jungkook's forehead, "I'm so proud of you" she added.

"Thank you" Jungkook smiled as he briefly closed his watery eyes, he placed his palm on his chest feeling the slight poke of the white stone pendant, as he had a internal conversation asking for forgiveness with his birth giver.

"Kook?"

"Yes, appa" Jungkook sighed out opening his eyes, he smiled at his father, the dainty fingers of his mother made him feel save, he is safe around his parents.

"Did... did Justin have a conversation with you?" Myung asked almost hesitantly, he shook his head when he saw Jungkook's smile dropping immediately and the subtle shake of head.

"No, wolfie isn't talking to me" Jungkook answered, he looked away and stared at the plain white wall, "Bu-but I can feel him, he is still in me. He is resting, I know"

He didn't know.

He didn't know if his wolf was actually fine or not, he could feel Justin but there is a thin line between actually being and imagining for it to be.

Mind can be too powerful sometimes, it makes one see things that don't even exist, all those fears and paranoia is because we believe it's there— we imagine for it to be there or something to happen.

Jungkook was afraid he was just imagining that Justin is there within him.

"It's okay, I'm sure Justin is just resting" Myung tried to give his son hope, even when he himself wasn't sure about this situation, he let his own fingers push back his red hair tugging on it.

"Yeah, that lazy bum is resting since months now, I know" Jungkook said and both his parents let out a chuckle— a fake one because they both caught how bitterness was laced on their son's tone, they both could hear between the lines.

Jungkook wasn't sure if his wolf was still within him.

"Kookie, let him rest" Areum said, as he started to stroke Jungkook's nose smiling when his son srunched his nose.

"Yeah, yeah" Jungkook said out forcing a chuckle, and not wanting to talk about it anymore he decided to change the topic, "Anyways I didn't see Taehyung hyung around at all, where is he?"

Jungkook exactly knew where Taehyung is, but he was told to act innocent and unknown to all this, and was specifically told by Taehyung to ask about his own whereabouts.