Doubts

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I wake up, only because of the yelling downstairs. "You know how much L.A would help mom !" I hear my older sister Lindsey say.

She wants to be a model and an actress. Which is funny because well I'm the opposite , I want to be a dancer.

"Daddy ! Explain to her how much it would help!!!" Lindsey cried. They argued for about an hour.

I'm 16 , Lindsey's 17. She's going to be a Senior, I'm going to be a Sophomore. School doesn't start until September.

For some reason my sister has blond hair and blue eyes, I have green eyes and brown hair. Like I said we are total opposites.

"Hey sweetie. Did we wake you?" My mom said coming in my room. "Well, if your here to tell me we're actually moving to L.A then no." I said smiling.

"Honey , you have to understand it's going to help your sister." She said sitting on my bed.

"Yeah , everything always about helping her and doing stuff for her." I said getting up. "Well , it can help you too. They have good dance studios in L.A." My mother said.

"Whatever , when are we leaving ?" I asked. "Tomorrow ." Lindsey said walking by me.

"Yay." I said sarcastically. I went to go brush my teeth and wash my face.

"Hey are you exited about moving ?" My dad asked. "Yeah, it's going to be fun." I answered sarcastically.

"Hey buddy I know it's hard moving since you have a lot of friends here, but you'll find new friends." He said I guess trying to help in this horrible situation.

"A lot of friends, I have five friends and a boyfriend ." I said looking at him with are-you-stupid face. And by five , I literally mean five.

Two guys three girls, all like me . Alone, misunderstood, independent, and other stuff. No need to name all the things.

I told my five friends I was moving , they weren't shocked . They already knew Lindsey got everything she wanted. Lindsey was the "queen bee" of our wonderful school.

I packed up all my stuff and went to go see my boyfriend.

My mom dropped me off at his house . I rang the doorbell , "Hey baby." Tyler said hugging my tightly.

We hung out for an hour , we made out a lot well because we probably wouldn't be able to ever again.

My mom texted my she was going to pick me up in five minutes. We talked about our relationship and how if I wasn't moving we wouldn't be braking up.

My mom honked , Tyler walked me to the door. I hugged him tightly again and I starting crying. "I love you so much , I really do and I'm going to miss you. Your stupid jokes that make me laugh , your cheesy pick up lines that make me happy when you make me mad , and when you prank people at school. Please don't even forget me because I know I'll never forget you Tyler Aaron Johnson . I will never forget how happy you made me . You're the best thing that happened to me and I'm so grateful for you , I thank god for the time I got with you. I love you." I cried .

"Beatrice Amanda Smith , you are the love of my life and honestly I don't know how I'm going to survive without you , I -I know guys brake girls hearts usually but you're braking my heart by leaving and I thank you for loving me so much and giving me everything a guy would ever want in a relationship. I just love you and I can't even put it in words , you deserve better. I'll never forget you , how could I forget the best thing that ever happened to me ." Tyler starting tearing up.

I wiped his tear , "Don't cry baby , I love you." I said wiping his tear and resting my head on his head.

My mom honked again , which meant I had to get going. I ran to the car , "I love you!" We shouted to each other.

I fell asleep from all the crying.

~ skipping to tomorrow ~

"Wake up bitch we're getting ready to leave." Lindsey said smacking my ass. I groaned as I got up.

"I'm so excited and happy!!" Lindsey squealed with excitement. "Aren't you?!" She asked while grabbing her pink suit case.

I gave her a thumbs up and went to go get my bags and suit cases. We drove to the airport.

"Flight to Los Angeles boarding in five minutes." The speaker said in the Airport. Soon it was five minutes.

We got onto the plane. I sat down by the window, Lindsey sat next to me and my parents sat beside her.

ｂｅｃｋｙ (Beatrice's mom)

Everyone was asleep , Lindsey , Bea (short for Beatrice) , and Jack (the dad). I had a feeling for a long time that Jack was cheating on me.

I got his phone and starting looking through his text messages. There was this contact named " Baby❤️😍" .

I checked to see if it was me or not, and sadly it wasn't . I was scrolling through the text messages and I found out her name was Jennifer.

They've been seeing each other for six months. I texted this Jennifer girl.

-text messages-

jacĸ ( вecĸy) : нello, jennιғer тнιѕ ιѕ jacĸѕ wιғe. ι need yoυ тo ѕтop тeхтιng нιм. нe waѕ тwo ĸιdѕ.

jennιғer : jacĸ тold мe нe dιdn'т нave a wιғe or ĸιdѕ, ι'м ѕorry.

jacĸ (вecĸy) : pleaѕe тell мe yoυ gυyѕ dιdn'т нave ѕeх or do anyтнιng.

jennιғer : ι'м ѕorry мѕ.ѕмιтн ι can'т тell yoυ тнaт.

-end of text messages-

"Oh god.." I whispered . I began to cry. Jack woke up, "Baby what's wrong ?" He asked.

"I'm not your baby , Jennifer is!" I sobbed. He looked at me with disappointment , "I'm sorry , I only had a thing with her for a day." He lied.

"A day isn't six fucking months Jack!" I yelled. "You have kids and a wife for crying out loud! We give you everything."

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"I'm divorcing you!" I heard my mom say , which woke me up. "Divorce, you can't be serious Becky." My father said.

"Oh , I'm dead serious." She said coldly. "Mom ? Dad?" I said.

"Go back to sleep honey." My dad said. "No , honey we're sitting somewhere else." My mom said.

She asked the flight attendant to move us and she did. Lindsey was still asleep and mom didn't want to wake her.

"Mom what's going on?" I asked. "Your father cheated on me." She broke into tears.

~skipping to landing ~

We got off and got our stuff . Me and my mom got a different cab then dad and Lindsey. "Mom where are we staying ?" I asked.

"I bought an extra house , five houses down your fathers." She said. It was a nice house , it looked like a mansion. I got my stuff and headed inside.

"I'm going to take a shower." My mom said. I looked around the house. I picked out my room, which was the second biggest.

I texted my friends about everything , they helped I guess . Well at least they tried.

My mom filled out the papers for divorcing my dad and it was official they were divorced.

My mom invited her best friend and her kids to stay with us . Her husband also cheated on her, sad enough.

Her name was Mary she had four kids , two girls and two boys. Laura is 17 , and she is one of the "queen bees" , then it was James who is 16 , after it was Danielle who is 15, and last but not least it was Daniel who is 14.

They chose their room , James's room was next to mine and beside his was Laura and on the other side of me was Danielle.

Mary's room was by Daniel and my moms. I fell asleep because I didn't want to listen to my mom argue with my dad.