Loving a cursed heart - Sukufushi

And the flowers fall

The flowers drop down, they scatter the floor as though they are running from their destiny. He will not be saved. No one can save him. He will die with the flowers burning in his throat. His love, the one he loves so dearly will never love him. Not like he does. His love will hold him, kiss him and cry in his arms. His love will never love him because that is his curse.

"It's killing you."
"It is always killing me. I will die with my love for you"

Yes. He will die with his love, he'll let the flowers consume him as he slowly drowns in his sea of petals. No one will be able to save him, he's far gone and no one will save him.

"But I love you"
"You don't love me like I love you"

Yes. Because Sukuna only loves himself. That is his curse, he is not able to love anyone, and because of that, he is a killer. He is killing Fushigoru Megumi

"You can't die. You are the closest thing I have to love"
"You are so selfish my king"

Yes. Sukuna Ryoumen is a selfish king. He will take and take from Megumi till there is nothing but dust.

"Let me hold you"
"That will kill me"
"But I am your selfish king"

So, Megumi holds him and he coughs. He coughs up his petals because they kill him. They burn his throat and each day he is closer to death. Yet, he does not mind, he is in the arms of a selfish king.

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"You are going to die"
"Yes, I am going to die"
"I love you"
"You do not love me like I love you"

No. He does not want to lose him, he loves him. Yet, it is not enough to save him because his love is wrong. His love is wrong and he is going to kill his Queen

"Kill me, then you shall live"
"That is not how it works"

Yes. Because if the king dies, his Queen will shortly follow, that is their love. A broken mess with a broken hearts that dance around each other

"You cannot leave me yet. I still need you"
"I can't decide if I can live or not. It is the flowers"
"But I love you"

No. He does not love him, if he did then no one would die. Sukuna Ryoumen is a murder, he is the worst type of murder. The one that kills his lover.

"Megumi I love you, please let me hold you"

So they hold each other, they kiss and Sukuna takes the flowers away, watching new ones grow. He cries because he knows his love is not enough for him and he will drown in the petals.

"I love you so much. Everything you do hurts, it burns my throat till I cannot breathe. It suffocates me and I just want to pull it all away. But I know I must be patient and wait for my death"
"Please. Do not die"
"But you are killing me"
"I am killing you but I am selfish"
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"He is going to die very soon your highness, it is better if you do not get close to him"
"But I love him"
"No. You can never love"

The nurse is right. He can never love. But he loves Megumi, it kills him ever so slightly each day knowing that in a month his lover will be gone because he cannot love him like he loves the king.

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Megumi coughs and he coughs and then there are flowers covered with blood. He sighs, letting his head drop on the bed. He is going to die. He is ready, he is ready to die. Ready to leave the world. He's had enough, the flowers kill him, they burn his insides. Sukuna burns him with every touch, yet that is ok because he loves the king. He will love till the end of time

"I love you"
"I love you too, my selfish king"

And they hold each other because it is the truth. Sukuna loves him, but not in the way that will save him

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Megumi loves and he dies.
Megumi loves him and he dies very slowly
Megumi loved him because now he is dead. The flowers suffocated him in his sleep as he held his love. He is gone, his flower petals stay to remind the king what he has done

"I love you. How could you leave?"

There is no response. Because he is gone, he is gone to never return. He holds the flowers as he looks down at the grave. He cries, he sobs because he is left emty, he loved him. He loved him so so much, yet he couldn't save him

"I love you so come back"

It burned, his throat burned but not because of petals. Sukuna can never love, he can only cry because his lover is gone.

"Megumi, Megumi please I love you too much"