Choke.
Throat Closes.
Heart Races.
Feel Your Blood Pump.
Feel Your Brain Emit Hormones.
Yet,
NOTHING.
No Tears.
Just Panic.
That's How It Felt When You Left.
When The World Turned Dark And Eery.
The Wind Blew Stronger Than Ever.
Chills Ran Down My Spine To My Toe Nails.
I Cringe At The Thought.
Loss.
Is This What It What It Feels Like?
To Be Left Alone ..
I Don't Like It.
I Hate All These Blocked Exits.
I'm Trapped In This Dark Box Of Empty Space.
I Hear My Heart Beat.
My Thoughts Come To Life.
They Play A Whole Show Before My Eyes.
And I Can Do Nothing.
I Can Watch The Loneliness Absorb Me.
I Can Feel The Pressure Pound My Head.
I Can Hear My Heart Beat Into Emptiness.
All The Pain And No One To Turn To.
Now It Begins.
The Examination.
Nothing Out And Nothing In.
I Myself Become My Only Friend ...
