Hi everyone. This might be the last chapter because I really have to end this one so I can focus on other stuff... And also today's the deadline and I want to make this finish on time.
Please kindly play the music while reading this chapter!! Enjoy :)
CHAPTER 10- JUST SAYING PART 2
"Why do you still want that person who doesn't even care about you anymore?"
"It's called love. You can love the person as long as you want but don't expect that they will return the same thing to you."
"Loving is free, I know. But it's not like what other song says that it lasts. Because love has an expiration date, it has to come to an end sometimes. And from what I observed, that person you love doesn't love you anymore. That person you want, doesn't want you the same way you want him to want you." I told Michelle calmly. I have to say this to her, she have to know this.
"What do you mean? What are you saying?" She asked, but I know that she already knew what I'm talking about.
"Michelle." I softly began. "Stop hurting yourself, you don't need him." Wiping the tear that fell on her cheek, I continue "I saw him with other girl last week while I was walking that night, and what I saw in the restaurant is enough to say that your relationship with him is not working anymore."
We are now in our room, we're sitting on the floor just talking casually until I decided to brought this one up. It's really bugging me inside. Nate is lying in his bed, snoring loudly.
"I don't know that you knew." She replied, sobbing quietly. She stretches her hands, ran a hand through her hair as she spoke. "I broke up with him last night, actually. I still love him though, I know it sound absurd but that's what I feel. I can't just fall out of love with the person that gave me so much to remember. I can't just erase all the memories we shared together. It's funny how you still have the same feelings you felt the first time you met that particular person after what happened between the two of you."
I thought about what she said. That's exactly what I feel towards Chloe, but it's replaced now with anger and hatred. I know that this feeling will fade away soon.
"I just realized that not everything we want will always be the best for us. I know he's someday gonna be gone, that someday he will wake up and the love he has for me will be erased in his memory. I know we started as a happy couple, our relationship went down and we fixed it. But now that it stumble and fall, he gave up and didn't pick me up. He let me drown in my own bubble full of fantasy, he stopped loving me and so did I, but it's not that easy."
It's around 11:30 pm by now, but sleep isn't coming it's way to me yet. Scooting my way closer to her, but still giving her enough space to shoo me away if she wants, I pat her hair like I always do to my dog-- Gavin.
"I know you'll get over with that guy soon, you're stronger than you know. I'm always here, just so you know." I smiled at my chosen words.
"I didn't know you have it in you, River." Michelle said, I can now see her bright smile. I'm glad I made her smile, it makes the butterflies inside me go crazy.
"Experience taught me well enough to give these advices. I really am an awesome friend, huh."
"Maybe the right guy is just around the corner and you're not just paying attention."
"And who would that person be?" She asked, amusement obviously laced in her tone.
"Me?" I suggested, wiggling my brows, playing along.
She looked at me with disgust.
I raised my hands up in surrender. "I'm just saying, you're so uptight."
She nudged me by the elbow and laugh, like really laugh, she's laughing now. I feel accomplished.
Looking at her with pure admiration, I didn't realize what I said. "If global warming is real, why are you so cool?"
She craned her neck in my direction, wide eyes. "What?!" And she burst out laughing.
Why is her laugh sounds like a melody in my ear?
She continued laughing until she felt the need to stop and gasp an air.
And it's my turn to laugh at her.
She stands up and pull my hair. "You're so rude!"
"Ouch, lady stop it! You do not know how many imported and expensive products I am using just to achieve this beautiful and soft hair of mine!"
I grab her hand and pull her down. A loud thud echoes the room, my eyes close feeling the pain and the weight of something above me is alarming.
I felt a finger poking my left eye, realizing that it's Michelle doing this I didn't open them and remained silent. She started to call my name, shaking and poking me in every part of my body.
"River, c'mon wake up! This isn't funny, get up now!" She cried out, and I'm losing it but I have to stay calm and silent.
"River, don't play dead. I know what you're planning to do, I'm not dumb. Get up now or I'll step on your balls!" She threatened and laugh, that kind of laugh Nate used when he's doing something evil.
I abruptly got up, not waiting for that moment to happen. My balls are gold, no one can harm them, they don't deserve to be punish but instead give them pleasure.
For a split second there, something big pops in my head.
"This calls for a long rest, let's sleep now Michelle."
She obeyed and went to her own bed.
I waited for her to fall asleep and walks out the room to walk outside and find a peace of mind. Cold air brushes through my skin as I roam my eyes on the shore, hands in my pockets.
I never planned on falling in love with someone I never thought would be the one.
Being here in this country was never planned, it just happen to be the farthest one to spend my summer with, away from Chloe.
Meeting a girl like Michelle was never planned, I think it's destined. I met her when I was trying to forget someone, when I was running away from my past.
I stopped for a minute and inhale the fresh air. I smile, looking at nothing in particular.
"I'll be waiting."
The End.
-----
Hiyaaaaaaa!!!! So that was it! Not the best ending in the history of ending but that's how I liked to end this story. Not very clear, I know, but sometimes readers have to figure it out themselves why I ended it in this wayyyy.
If you read my story from the beginning until this last chapter and my author's note, I'M CONGRATULATING YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY, I'M GIVING YOU A THUMBS UP AND A SLICE OF AN IMAGINARY PIZZA, HAHAHA.
Thank you from the bottom of my pants ( but I'm not wearing a pants right now lol ) anyway, thank u thank u beautiful people. I know I don't know you but y'all are beautiful cos you read my story :)
Life Update: I'm actually sick right now but I forced myself to write and squeeze some ideas last night, tho I know this ending didn't meet your expectations, that is if u expected anything from me :P okay so I stayed up late last night just to came up to this one so I hope y'all liked this :) did you? did you?????
Another thing, last few days directioners have been stressed out by the fact that Zayn left 1D to what, to have a normal life again but lately he's been in a studio with a guy named Naughty Boy, and rumors said that they've been recording?? I don't understand him. Bye!
LAST ONE! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR STILL READING THIS HAHAHA, I APPRECIATE IT. TWEET ME IF U WANT TO TALK TO ME, @mchll96 :) bye! Have a safe Lenten, and don't forget to reflect..
I LOVE YOU ALL ♥♥
03-31-15 (Tuesday) || 8:18am
Not the best writer in the world,
thebombCHELLE
