Part 9: Modeling jealousy

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Today we went back to Jacob's building for the shoot with the "mates". I wonder who that could be. Things have been awkward with me and Alex, we're kinda having our space after that incident at the parking lot. But I didn't let that distract me, me and Abbey talked together. She didn't even asked about why me and Alex are a bit distant. That's one of the things I liked about her, she knew when was the right timing and the wrong timing.
We entered Jacob's office, he greets all three of us, "Where's the lads?"
"They're coming in a few minutes." Alex spoke up, I haven't heard him speak since last night when he asked if I wanted to eat something.
I was looking at Jacob's office, I saw some vinyls, the one that was playing was "Never gonna give you up - The Black Keys" and I smiled, I looked through his vinyl albums, he has very good music taste.
"You like what you see there Lily?"
I turn around and see Jacob next to me smiling and I nod, "Your music taste is so amazing!"
"Why thank you!" He smiled. I kept looking through his music, it was quiet. I heard Alex mumbling to Abbey, I didn't budge to turn around.
"you alright?" Jacob asks.
I nod, I see a Sam Smith's "In the lonely hour" record, I put on Latch.
Jacob smiles, "You're not alright."
I wanted to cry. I sighed, "He hasn't talked to me until he kissed me."
"And it was recent?"
"It was yesterday after we left your office, our first kiss."
"I thought you guys were together."
"I don't know."
Jacob pulls me in for a hug, I start to tear up. Sam Smith, you're not making things better. I pull away slowly, then grab some tissues.
"I'm sorry, don't worry. I know how he will talk to you. Believe me." Jacob smiles.
Voices came out of nowhere, I turn and see I guess who may be the "mates".
"Ah! Boys! We need to hurry, we got a photo shoot to do. Nancy, get the boys to their dressing rooms." Jacob says to his assistant, he rushes and pushes all the boys out, along with Alex who was staring at me. They left. Jacob came over girls you have to go to yours as well, Marianne, get these girls to their dressing rooms."
"Yes sir." Marianne comes in. She's smaller than me, but looks a bit older. "Come with me girls."
We followed Marianne to the dressing rooms, it's a lot bigger than the one at the strip club.
"Now girls the outfit is assigned to each one of you. Get into the beach ware one first." Marianne gives us two outfits for each of us. "The hair dressers and make up artist will be with you any second. Quickly get dressed." And she walks out and closes the door.
I laid my two outfits down, and got into my beach ware, it was a navy blue top with white polka dots with high waisted shorts with white buttons, it fit me perfectly. And I saw Abbey's red and white polka dots top and skirt. It fit her perfectly. The hair dressers, and make up artists come in, there was about 6 people working on me and Abbey, I was sitting in front of the mirror, one person was working on my make up and the other on my hair and others on my nails, legs, etc. They were like done within an hour. I got up and saw Abbey, she looked so beautiful. She smiles at me and poses as in, "Aye girl you looking fine too." We giggled.
"Hi my name is Angie, come with me." This woman came up to us, and started walking out the door, and we followed. I feel my breasts bouncing, I walked with my hands holding onto them, Abbey saw and laughed. She pulled my hands down, "Walk with confidence." And so I did. I didn't care what people said to me.
Angie turned to a corner and we turned there were guys, they stared at us. I saw a few eyeing me. I didn't care. Abbey walked more proudly. I couldn't help but laugh, Angie turned and saw Abbey walking she couldn't help but smile, "come on girls."
We walked more forward to her, we entered a room, it's was like a waiting room. We saw the mates, and Alex. They were in trunks, and I couldn't keep my eyes off of Alex. He turns around and notices me, as he started to walk towards me, Jacob comes through the door. "Everyone is looking dashing. We're going to the beach for the shoot, everything is set up there we just have to get there." Jacob smiles.

So we arrived at the beach, a portion of it was blocked, it was almost like a studio but outside.
"Alright boys, stand here." Jacob stood and pointed. The boys walked to the spot. "Girls," he turned to me and Abbey, "Okay well Abbey, I want you to stand next to Jamie."
"Which one is Jamie?"
"Jamie raise your hand!" Jacob yelled.
Jamie raise his hand. I tried not to laugh because it reminded me of school.
"Lily."
I turned around, "Need you to stand next to Matt." I looked at Jacob and I can tell that Alex didn't want this either. Jacob whispers to me, "I'm going to need you to stand next to Matt. It's Alex's best mate, it'll get him jealous and make him bust a move."
I sighed and nod, "um, which-"
"Me!" Matt raises his hand.
Alex hits his arm and gives him a look.
"Alright Alex and Nick, I need you to step out of the frame for right now." Jacob smiles.
Alex didn't budge until Nick patted his back and they left out of the shot. I stood next to Matt, he held out his hand, "Nice to meet you." I took his hand and shook it.
"Nice to meet you too."
"Your name is Lily? Like Tiger Lily?"
I laughed at that, "Well, yeah I guess."
"If you're Native American that's amazing."
"No, I'm Mexican actually."
"That's great! Sticking to your culture?"
"Pretty much."
"All right, Lily!" Called out Jacob, "I need Matt to carry you."
I looked at Matt, "Don't worry I'm engaged. Won't do anything bad to Alex's girl." I looked at him with wide eyes. He carried me, one are with my legs and the other my back.
"Wrap your arms around his neck please and act like you're having a good time." Jacob called out. "Alright Jamie, I need you to give Abbey a piggy back ride."
Matt gets my attention, "Jacob told me about what happened with you and Alex, so I'm here to help. He can be a bit stubborn."
I nod.
"Lily, Matt! Start laughing." Jacob said.
I didn't know how to laugh, so I obnoxiousIy laughed.
Matt looked at me then started laughing, I started to laugh because of the noise that came out of my mouth.
"Perfect!" Jacob yelled.
I see Alex and he's looking very pissed. The smile went off my face, I don't think this is a good idea.
"Okay guys, you can put the girls down."
Matt put me down slowly, "No hard feelings."
"Not at all, sorry for that laugh." I giggled.
"Nah, it's fine." He smiled, he looks over me and his smiles fades away and pats my shoulder. "I'll leave you two alone." And walks away.
I seemed confused, I turned and see Alex right in front of me.
"Lilian, you're mine."
"Oh now I am?"
"You have been."
"Since when did you wanna talk to me now?"
He remains quiet, "You know what?"
"What?"
"You're driving me insane."
"Then go to the mental hospital." I cross my arms. Alex chuckles, "you're funny." I shrugged, his smile disappeared.
"Lilian, I'm sorry for avoiding you."
"I haven't noticed."
He raises his brow, "Lilian."
I looked at him, "What?"
"I am sorry, I'm just scared."
"Scared of what?"
"Loosing you."
"Well the more distant you are, then you're for sure loosing me."
He looks at me, I can tell he's weak in the legs when I said, "Loosing me."
"I'm sorry." He sighed.
"It's okay."
"No, I just don't want to hurt you. And if I'm already hurting you then what's the point-"
"Alex, stop." I put my foot down. I don't want him to say anything negative or any "What if's."
"I'm sorry." He looks down at the ground, or at my feet. I put my hand on his cheek and strokes his cheek with my thumb.
"It's okay."
He smiles, the way he smiles gives me butterflies in my stomach.
"Alex, Lily!" Jacob calls out, "Get in the frame."
Alex took my hand, and we walked to the spot.
The camera man, came a little closer. He starts to shoot.
"Alright you love birds, go at each other." Jacob smiles.
I put my chest up against Alex's chest and leave my hand on his shoulder and look as if I was gonna whisper in his ear. But I couldn't handle it and I ended up laughing and he did too.
"That a boy, keep being goof balls."
We ended up actually playing with the sand while taking the photoshoot. I never thought my child side would ever come out again, and it feels so good to feel this. Especially from Alex.

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