it's a new year, it's a new me. i'm working now for vogue headquarters and couldn't be more proud of who i've become.
my hair is long again, i've gained weight healthily and am happier than i could ever be.
i cut off most sweets, i don't drink pop, and im ready for my day to begin
jimmy and the boys texted me this morning to see how i've been doing but i haven't responded, not just yet. it's been almost half a year since i've seen or talked to them and for now i'd like to keep it that way. im not ready yet. i don't know if i ever will be ready.
i miss them more than life itself, but i feel i've moved on from it. the amount of tears that have left my body each and every night thinking about all of the fun times and happy thought i had with them blows my mind.
most of all, i miss karl. i miss him, i want him. i want him back but i'm afraid of his rejection. i haven't talked to him in 8 months, 4 days and about 13 hours.
i miss him.
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COMA; Karl Jacobs x Female Reader
Romancediscontinued in which a girl finds too much love in one man that ends up turning her life around OR in which karl struggles through an obstacle of challenges to win back the girl he hurt TRIGGER WARNINGS: coma, fear of injury, injury, may contain sm...
