Who am i..? [Suicude Story]

It starts..

My bus is crazy as shit
They never stop screaming...singing..or anything really.
They always sing this one song..
Its getting annoying to the point where i wanna punch everyone there to make them shut up for once.
But im not trying to get suspended.
There was also a really pretty girl that sits next to me.
She has beautiful long red hair..beautiful green eyes..i could go on and on about how pretty she is but i cant tell her that..besides i don't even know her name..
A couple days later i was just playing on my phone like normal, waving goodbye to my parents and everything is going normal , that day i remember wearing my favorite hoodie...it was red and white and it had a cross on the front along with the word "lifegaurd" and below that was "Pensacola".

I was minding my own business on my phone and then the beautiful girl beside me asks..
?:"what are you working on?"
I then look up annoyed because someone interrupted me so i look up and realize that it was her..suddenly all my anger goes away and i calm down
...
I stay silent for a second then eventually say..

CLIFFHANGER <3
(Sorry this is short i lost motivation)