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7:00 𝗉𝗆, 𝖬𝗈𝗇𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝖲𝖺'𝖱𝗒𝖺𝗁𝗌 𝖧𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾, 𝖭𝖢
i was asleep & dreaming.
"so how you been copin w/ it all?" my dad asked me.
"i mean, it might not be something you wanna hear but.. social anxiety is a real thing. & its hard to express my feelings w/ anyone, not even grandma. so i burn myself, i do it because i'm numb. i need to feel something.." i said laying in a fresh cut, new smelling grass field while looking up at my dad ina cloud.
"okay i get that, but bug.. burning yourself? people love you too much for you to be hurting yourself, i love you way too much for you to be hurting yourself. i dnt wanna see you going thru that typa pain while i'm gone" he said looking down on me.
" i want you to live for me in happiness & harmony, i love you bug" he said.
i was woken up by a shake intterupting my dream.
"hey ryah, ms. jonelle's having dinner at hers & wants us to come. get dressed, we gotta be there by 8" she said standing over my bed.
"do i have to go?" i mumble in my pillow.
"yes you do, so please get up. i never ask you for anything sa'ryah, but c'mon. get out the house more" she pushed me again.
"fine" i gave in.
she walked out my room & shut the door behind her.
i got up out of bed & went to my closet for sum clothes.
i picked my clothes out & got my phone & speaker, along with everything else i needed.
i went into the bathroom & plugged my phone up to my speaker, playing "triggered" by jhené aiko.
25 Minutes Later...
i took a quick shower since i didn't have a lot of time. i mosturized myself & put a grey long sleeve shirt on, w dark blue denim jeans. i did my hair ina ponytail & put on sum lashes & jewelry.
took abt 15 minutes, i slid on my grey air max 97's. i decided to take a picture for instagram since i barely post.
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𝘀𝗮.𝗿𝘆𝗮𝗵
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