Too Close | Topper Thornton x Reader

chapter 1

Sarah and I were in her room hanging out together like everyday except it doesn't looked like any other days, we were quiet almost ignoring each other and the atmosphere felt awkward until sarah broke the silence. "So there's a party at the beach tonigh, u have to come" she saids with a exciting voice "Sure" I said not really paying attention. "You can borrow my clothes if you want" she said smiling, sarah knew that i loved her clothes better than mine and that if she told me that i would accept right away. I sat on the bed and looked at here really happy "Really? then what are we waiting for?!" I said. After that I got to pick an outfit from her wardrobe and we left for the beach.

When we arrived to the beach there were a lot of people already but it didn't take us time to find topper, kelce and rafe, we sat with them around the fire and spent the time by talking and drinking just the usual but I couldn't stop looking at how caring and nice topper was being with sarah, i felt nauseous looking at them because i have feelings for topper but sarah is my bestfriend and i couldn't do that to her.

After a while topper got up and looked at sarah befor saying "let's go", sarah turned around with a smile on here face to look at me then said something who sounded like a sorry. I smiled back at her like i didn't mind just to let her know that it was okay. Kelce and rafe just laughs and started talking shit about topper on his back like awlays, almost forgetting me until i said "come on guys he's our friend". Rafe turned around "Your friend? I doubt so" he laughed "he's just hanging out with you because of sarah, just like us" he said before returning to his conversation. I couldn't belive what he just said, i finished my drink before leaving without saying a word to them, i didn't know how I was gonna return home but I just started walking until I noticed topper's car. I knew they might be occuped together but I knocked on the car door and the window got down right away "hey what are you doing here" sarah said"I'm gonna go home and the boys can't drive me there i guess" i said embarrased, topper looked kind of angry but he didn't say anything "okay come on then" she said before looking at topper to let him know he had no choice. 

During the way they were kinda flirty with each other, saying how much they love each other and topper had his hands on sarah tigh and I wished it was me so bad "hey i'm kinda feeling cold" I said looking at both of them but they went so silent after that it felt awkward until topper talked "there's a hoodie next to your sit somewhere" he said, i didn't ask myself question and I just took it then putted it on.

We finally arrived to my home and I rushed to get out of the car "You want me to come with you?" sarah said worried " No thank you i'm fine just tired" I said smiling even if it was so hard to make it seem real. I enterred my house and closed the door behind m before running to my room. All I was thinking about was to get cozy and lay in my bed for a whole week,but when I started to undress myself I noticed a smell that wasn't mine, it was from topper hoodie and it was his smell. This felt so good and it made me blush remembering how he just told me to take his hoodie but i got back into reality by remembering what rafe told me. I felt so sad suddendly that i didn't bother to get more comfy before going into my bed and try to sleep.

One week passed since that night and I tried to act as usual as possible, everyday felt the same but today I got woke up by a text "hey can you come by my place, i need to talk to you", i double checked from who it was and couldn't believe it, the text was from topper. I knew this wasn't gonna be about what I was thinking but a part of me still couldn't stop believing in it.