Mixed Emotions

noun
plural noun: emotions
          1. a natural instinctive state of mind deriving from one's circumstances, mood, or relationships with others.

Being with you have Mixed my Emotions. I never thought that I would be able to love. My emotions are so mixed because I didn't know if I should have gave you space or smother you with love. Love is something that I wasn't used to before I met you, I didn't know how to show it. When you're sad, I don't know whether to be happy or sad with you. Happy because you let your guard down and I get to see you at one of your most vulnerable times or sad because you're sad. For the amount of time I've waited patiently, it feels like an Eternity. I just want to be close to you, despite what I might put you through. You're on my mind all the time. You just make me feel a certain way. These emotions are still new to me and everyday there's a new one coming. All these Mixed Emotions are getting hard to find the words for. It's like I'm on "LoveStreet" and have no place to go. I wish these feelings could go away, they're too much to bare all at once. Having all of these emotions feel like an "Elevator" that goes up and down a million times. I'm not the emotional type. I'm supposed to be the strong one out of the both of us. Just sometimes I wonder to myself am I really. You're just someone that I allowed to come in and Mix my Emotions.