As soon as I walk into her room I noticed it was smaller and way different than mine. I mean I understand her being alone, and I understand budgets, but this kinda pissed me off and I was going to complain to my manager because Ida deserves the best. I was supposed to go alone and I got the better room. Nobody knew Mattia was coming till he showed up with me at the hotel. So why did Ida get the smaller room?
Ida: Spill the Tea. Now.
Y/n: What tea is there to spill Ida? Because as far as I'm concerned I'm not the problem.
Ida knows about the relationship I had with Kobe hell she even applauded our relationship in the beginning but towards the middle and the end she started seeing him in a light that dimmed to darkness. At the time I felt my bestfriend hated my man and resented me because I put all my time and effort into a relationship and left her behind. I didnt leave her but as Kobe and I got more serious, or what I had thought was serious, she drifted further and further away.
Ida: You know there is a lot on your mind and you already suffer from anxiety. Why make it worse on you? Just spill. Who's gonna know?
One thing about Ida is she can hold a pool of water in her mouth for years and not let it drop. You tell her a secret she'll keep it and never ever bring it up again. Ever.
Y/n: You're right. Kobe has been driving me crazy these past couple of days and I dont know why. He knows Mattia is serious with me and I think he cant fathom me being happy. I feel like he doesn't regret what he did nor felt bad about it. I think he is just trying to fuck with Mattia so he'd be done with me, get me back and then do me dirty again but Ida I swear on my mother that will never happen again. I'm trying to close this chapter but he keeps ripping it open. I love Kobe always will I mean I married the guy for a reason but am I in love with him? Not anymore.
ida looked shook. She probably thinks I'm crazy or something. I think she feels like this is a feeling that's gonna pass when mattia fucks up. little did she know mattia has fucked up but he kept his dick to himself. Mattia cheated on vic but that's the past and I know he wouldn't dare do that to me. I keep him satisfied and I'm always with him cause he asks me to be. What guy would cheat on someone he always wants with him?
Ida: Babygirl, you need to have a sit down with Kobe and Mattia and let it all be known how you all feel. the only way this is gonna be resolved is by talking. You hold all the cards Y/n this is your time to speak your truth.
I've always been a timid person, hella shy but also extroverted. I've always loved people but, I had always had a hard time being sweet with my words. You can imagine how hard serious conversations were.
Y/n: I'll do it. Not right now though. We have work to do and I'm not about to be even more stressed and have wrinkles in our pictures.
Ida starts laughing.
Ida: Pass the rolls girl
I pass her the cinnibon box from the side table of where we were standing
In the kitchen area.Ida: So who's sex was better?
She says with a smug look on her face.
Ida: Girllll answer the question!!
I'm trying not to laugh at her or even with her for that matter.
Y/n: Not even gonna hold you, Kobe. I think it's because Kobe took my virginity and he actually took the time to know my body. Mattia on the other hand he just likes the feel of sex it doesn't seem to mean anything and when we do it hes slightly distant. It's like he makes sure I cum, it's really good sex, but he doesn't get fully into it. Foreplay isnt really a thing. He'll finger me and it feels good, I'll suck him up but things to really build momentum is there. We tried food play, it was good but the mess? Made me never want to do it again. Do you know how hard it is to get chocolate out your pussy?
Ida is dying at this point. She is laughing so hard she chokes on the roll.
Y/n: Damn fatass. Slow down its gonna still be there when ya done chewing.
That made her laugh even harder. We literally crack eachother up. That's how friendships are supposed to be.
The rest of the night we sat on the bed and watched movies.