Weak For Him || Darkness Book #1 ✔️

Chapter 4 | Drunk Flirt

Stacey's Pov

Sat in the Uber with Mia and Sian on the way to this party that I had no choice but to come to. I just hope Liam does come because I really want to talk to him. See him in front of me rather than whatever the fuck he's been doing. Checking up on me? Spying? I don't fucking know but I need to see to him. I miss him and Sian tells me that he needs me. What does that mean? I damn sure know that I need him. Why does he have to be so confusing?
"Right girls we ready to get smashed" Mia says giddy and I sigh. Really..
"I'm taking my time, I don't want to get drunk around strangers" I tell her and she boos me.
"It's a party Stacey don't be a bore" she states bitchy and I roll my eyes.
"No, we're gonna take our time like she said. We're not all alcoholics" Sian says and I smirk. She has a point.
Pulling up at the party we all jump out of the Uber and walk towards the house pumping loud music. I have no idea who's even throwing the party but we head straight in, towards the kitchen following Mia of course and grab a drink.
"Welcome ladies, drink what you want and let's have some fun. I'm Victor by the way" a tall caucasian guy says and he's quite hot.
"I'm Mia, that's Sian and Stacey" Mia says pointing to us and looking him over but he can't seem to take his eyes off of me. Huh.
"Nice to meet you all, now let's party. More people will be turning up and there's already a load in there" he says and I smile at him. Please come, Liam.
Walking into the living room with my drink and seeing quite a few people in there I look around the room seeing if I know anyone and come up short. Great.
"Babe, that's LJ over there" I hear from some random girl and I turn and look at her and see her talking to her friend.
"Oh my god babe, I've been wanting him for a while" her friend says and they giggle and I down my drink pissed. Fucking LJ.
"Let's dance, have some fun" Mia says pulling me over to the middle of the floor and Sian comes across to us swaying her hips.
"Apparently Liam's here" I tell Sian into her ear and she grins.
"Oh my god, yes!" she exclaims and I shake my head, smiling. I wanna see him so I hope he's in a talkative mood.
Dancing with the girls and I start to get thirsty so I back away and walk into the kitchen and I'm hit with his smell. Fuck, he's actually here. He's been in this room. My heart is beating so quickly and I look around but can't see him. I make myself a drink and turn to see him dancing with the same two girls. My stomach drops and I don't know what to do now. I see one of the girls go in for the kiss and Liam dodges it backing away and shaking his head. That makes me feel better. Fucking bitch. How dare she try to kiss my man. Wait, no. I don't fucking know anymore.
"You good, babygirl? you having fun?" Victor asks me coming closer and I fisn myself blushing.
"Yeah hunny, good party" I tell him smiling and he hands me a joint. Ohh, thank god.
"Thanks" I say and he leads me into the living room, starting to dance, moving my body when I notice Liam's left the room.
I continue to dance drinking my drink and laughing with the girls as Victor dances behind me. I feel eyes burning into me and I just know it's Liam. I down my drink and suddenly I feel an arm wrap around me and I'm pulled back flush to a hard body. Liam..
I'm wrapped in his scent and I melt against him as he thrusts a bottle in front of me as I continue to dance with him. I take the bottle swigging from it, definitely not wanting this moment to end when he suddenly speaks.
"That bottles for you beautiful" he says in my ear and it's the first time in a long time that I've heard his voice. I could cry I'm so happy.
"Don't say anything.. just enjoy this moment" he says and we continue to dance as I see Sian staring at us grinning like she's over the fucking moon for us and Mia doesn't look too.. happy. Why?
"Fuck, I've missed you, continue dancing and enjoy yourself you deserve it, baby" he says into my ear with a groan and kisses my neck and I let out a whimper. I've missed him more than I thought possible.
"I love you and I'm sorry, please don't turn around, just have fun" he says kissing me again then unwrapping his arm from around me and I hate the loss of contact. I continue to dance no longer feeling him behind me and his smell drifting away. I can't help myself, I turn around and see nothing. He's gone. Again..
Sian comes up to me and hugs me and I hold her against me as I sigh into her trying to hold back my emotions.
"I'm sorry babe" she says and I nod my head pulling away and down some of the bottle.
"Let's go babes" I hear the same girls say looking me over and I smirk at them. He will always be mine.. I hope.
Sian pulls out her phone and starts texting someone and I just drink away with the bottle Liam gave me feeling myself becoming drunker and I see Victor watching me and go sit with him. Can't be any fucking worse.
"Not mingling. It's your party" I say to him and he shrugs.
"I tried but you didn't seem interested" he says and I smile sadly at him.
"It's complicated babe" I tell him and he nods.
"It always is" he says and passes me the spliff and I smoke some taking it down and holding it feeling the burn on my lungs before releasing it. I'm happy I came to the party though.

***

"Babe look" Sian says handing me her phone and I look at the screen squinting for a moment trying to read the words.

Liam: I came like you asked. It was amazing to see her, to hold her but she deserves better than me. She needs to move on and find someone who won't leave her because that's what I risk daily - going away. I can't keep doing that to her. I'm sorry.

I feel my eyes become teary and I down more of the bottle and hand Sian her phone back. Well, at least I have my answer. He's officially done with me.
"You okay babygirl?" Victor asks me and I nod my head at him and pass him his spliff back.
Downing and draining the bottle is making me feel better with the more I drink. I need this.
"Are you from around here, I've never seen you before?" Victor asks me and I smile.
"Yeah, not too far actually. Do you know all these people?" I ask him and he shakes his head and then downs his drink.
"Nope, but that was the point of this party. New faces" he says and I smile at him.
"I guess. Do you live alone here?" I ask him and he nods.
"Yeah it gets boring" he says and I smile.
"In this big ole house all alone, I get it" I say and he passes me the spliff again.
"So do you have a boyfriend Stacey? You said its complicated" he asks me and I shake my head. Well I now know where Liam's at. I don't have anyone.
"Nope, are you single?" I ask him and he nods.
"Definitely" he says and I raise my brow.
"What do you do then?" I ask him and he smiles.
"Construction babygirl, you?" he asks and I shrug.
"Nothing right now. I want to be a baker though" I tell him and he grins.
"But can you bake?" he asks and I feel offended.
"Well no shit" I say laughing and he chuckles.
"Just asking you never know nowadays" he says and I smile at him.
"I can cook and bake thank you very much" I say cocky and he smirks.
"You'll have to show me one day" he says and I hum.
"Maybe, one day" I tell him smiling. He seems nice plus hot.. means bad decisions for me.
"You wanna dance some more?" he asks me grinning and I nod getting up and seeing Sian and Mia dancing some guys too.
Downing some more of my bottle I stand and move towards the sea of people and Victor comes behind me and puts his hands on my hips as I sway my body and lose myself in the music.
"So sexy" he says in my ear and I blush seeing the girls thumbs up at me and I smile. I grind against him feeling drunk and not caring right now. It's been a whirlwind of a night and Victor's hot so who cares? I continue to dance my ass off with him and I hear him groan and wrap his arms around my waist holding me close to his body, I raise my arms feeling the beat and he grinds against me and I look over my shoulder at him and he smiles at me.

***

The bottles nearly gone and I'm officially drunk and people are starting to get more lively as more of them are dancing and there's a lot of kissing happening around me and people leaving the living room drunkenly. How am I even getting home?
I look at Mia and Sian who are still drinking and turn into Victor. I put my hands on his chest and smile up at him.
"I need another drink" I tell him drunkenly swaying a little.
"Can you handle another drink?" he asks and I raise my brow at him.
"Absolutely" I say and he chuckles
"I don't want you getting too drunk babygirl. How are you getting home?" he asks me and I shrug my shoulders.
"I have no idea" I tell him and giggle.
"You and your friends can stay here or I can order you an Uber?" he asks and I shrug.
"I don't mind. If I'm staying I'm drinking then" I tell him and he nods.
"We're leaving Victor, good party" someone says patting his back whilst he still holds me.
I wonder why everyone's leaving. I check my phone and see it's gone 2am. Well, that happened.

But I got to see Liam, that's all I wanted.