Life Sucks

Hell hurts

You sit there feeling numb and tired. After crying your eyes out and doing the only thing you could to make yourself feel better, guilt and regret settle in. You clean yourself up not wanting to leave a mess for someone else to find. You take a shower and thoroughly clean the bathroom making sure everything was cleaned up. You then slip into a hoodie and sweatpants and lay on your bed with your head dangling off the side. You grab your headphones off of your nightstand and turn the volume up listening to your favorite sad song on repeat.

After about 30 more mins of you crying you finally fell asleep. You woke up to your headphones halfway on still blasting the song. You take them off and realize you woke up 3 hours before your alarm. You pick up your phone, turn off your headphones, and put them on the charger. You then get into a comfy position on your bed and lay there scrolling on your phone for about 45 mins. You finally are bored of going through your phone so you get up, put your phone on the charger and get in the shower. You let the cold water hit your face and body feeling empty and tired.

You eventually get out after about an hour and get dressed. You do your hair and grab a pair of jeans and a hoodie to put on. You put on your deodorant and clothes, grab your headphones and phone, and head to the kitchen. You dont feel like eating anything so you grab your backpack and put your homework in it, and grab your wallet and ID. You grab your keys and head to the door and lock it behind you. You put on a face mask so you cant feel anything but the cotton of the mask against your raw skin.

As you begin to walk to the bus stop you stop and look through the window and notice your neighbor's cat is staring at you. You smile a bit to yourself and keep walking. When you reach the bus stop you move one of your headphones to the side to where you can hear the outside world in one ear and music in the other.

When the bus gets there you lazily climb onto the bus and say good morning to the nice bus driver and go to your seat. You put your backpack on the floor and lay your back against the window and put your legs in the seat next to you. You then put your headphones on all the way and put your hood on. You close your eyes and blast music in your ears drifting away from reality. You slowly start to fall asleep, but then you feel the bus start to stop and it jerks you a bit. You then feel someone lift your legs up and put them back down on theirs.

You look to see who it is and when you do you see Jamie. Jamie has been your best friend since kindergarten, they have been there for you since forever and you made sure you were there for them when they need you to. You guys do your handshake and go back to relaxing and slowly falling asleep. After about 20 mins you feel Jamie tapping your leg meaning you guys are at school. You lift your legs so they can get up and grab their bag then you get up and grab yours. You look at Jamie then back at your high school entrance. Today is going to be a living hell as always.

Hello readers, I didnt know if I should continue this but if you want me to just comment that you do. Also if you have any other suggestions feel free to comment on them. Plz keep it nice and have a good day or night.