Split personalities.

Chapter 8: more outings

The Monday back at school we had a test. I hadn't revised at all. the only thing I'd been practicing was my smoking. I was now smoking everyday. it became a habit, a routine. School work was the last thing I cared about. the test papers were handed out and the teacher began telling us all the rules and regulations. "no communicating or any faces across the room to peers please. the test is starting n...o...w" I opened the first page i went clueless? So I looked across the room at meg and whispered "this is bullshit." we both chuckled. and of corse mrs gateway saw us and screwed up our paper and gave us both an F. me and meg saw the funny side of it though when I cracked a joke. "she gave us an F for fags haha she knows us too well!" We both laughed and shrugged. when we got home from school mum looked fed up. "what's up with you?" I moaned. "I've had 2 phone calls from the school today saying how bad your behaviour has been lately. where's the old Sarah gone?" "Oh stop bringing the past up mum it's only a few phone calls it means nothing." I said. mum looked worthless and had nothing to say to me so she turned her back and went to play with esta. So I went upstairs got dressed and went out with meg, Lucy and the boys. we went to the shop but realised we had no money so we had no option but to steal. id never stolen in my life before but how hard could it be? I grabbed a handful of sweet and stuffed them I'm my pocket and ran out. we all came out giggling and munching on our stolen goods. I knew it was bad but I didn't care.