Undefined

Undefinable Part 1

I'm in a cell ,nowhere to go, or hide. On my my way to school the only place I'm free. Allowed to see my friends and be me. When I get there I keep a closed profile nobody knows the real me. People say I'm undefinable and that's no lie. I'm the girl that stays. Never goes away. Everyday you might wonder where does the world go.. Well I know. My life is the world. My friend Denish can't figure her life out.. Take pictures of her body and sending too whoever, and now she is nowhere to be found. Loss in the world of stripping, and thugs. Other people like Kyle go around acting all tough, when TBH she's not. Kyle is a straight you thot who would lift her shirt up for anybody. In Mr. Clifford class, she is straight up buzz. She be tryin to flirt with the teacher. " that's so lame". You flirting with a teacher cause you can't get nobody you're own age". Brittany relies rudely. In my mind thoughts are flying around. At school is still better than home. Friends are not forever. And more.. It's almost time to go our next block and I needed to help my favorite teacher grade papers for extra credit.. So when I went to my fifth period gossip was on the air. Mimi was mad cause this boy was always talking crap but can never say it to her face. And I could understand that.. This stank breath little Spanish lady was acting dumb. She was keeping me in the class room. Later on, I escaped as the lunch bell rang.. As I ran next door to Mr's. Goodhearted to help grade papers, I could here my repeated.. But then drowned out of my head.. I couldn't understand why that lady wanted me so much.. When I returned to class, I was confused!! The day is over for me.. It's time to return home.. Its a a living ****. I try to make the most of it though. Today I was suspose too go to church, but my father was to lazy to drop us off. And just mad up this excuse of "o, the house is not cleaned ". And then he treats us like slaves asking us to get him everything,: water, socks,, shoes, turn on the light when he is right there, turn the A/C, clean his room, bathroom, kitchen, backyard, front yard, cabinets, counters , chairs , and him food and more and that's all in one day.. And my mom just sits there and let's him boss everyone around. An hour later, people came over.. An hour of silenence. The girl was getting abused by her mom and her little sister. She's old enough to fend for herself but she stays home all the time. And her her fiance is trying to help her but she keeps pushing him away. Everyday it's abuse, whether it's verbal, physical, or emotional. I be for her. My sister and I had cheer leading practice but we could go cause my dad war acting dumb. But, everyone sees my life but doesn't real know me. I'm the quiet, uplifting, smart, sneaky, crazy funny, lonely, out-spoken and etc. I'm undefinable.