Well looks like I fucked up again. I'm sorry I can't make everyone happy. I'm sorry I can't do anything right. You want to end our friendship? Fine. But maybe first you should think about the fact that there's a reason behind what's been happening. You think I'm abandoning you? Maybe the reason I haven't been talking as much is because I haven't been dealing with people right. The reason I seem to be ignoring you when my girlfriend is around is because she's the only one who even makes me feel slightly okay! I'm sorry I can't be the girl I used to be but guess what. I'm not. I'm broken! I'm too broken to be that girl is used to be. I'm so fucking sorry I'm so broken! But you don't care do you. I'm sorry then if you wanna end our friendship cuz I won't force you. But that's your decision.
