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"I'll be with you to the very end" That was what he said before, but why?
Why did it ever have to come to this? You said you'll stay by me yet you left me hanging. You promised me the world, yet it felt like you shattered it.
Just why Kaku? Why did you choose him over me? Was I never really enough for you to begin with? Was I just an option for you? Or was it because I was just resembling my brother, Izana. Was that the whole reason you dated me? Told me pathetic lies, felt me special. When those feelings are only for him? If I was ever him would you ever love me the way you love him now?
I sighed at that thought as I looked at Rindou. He looks back at me with a smile. "You still love him do you?" The bi-colored hair male asked. I sat there quietly, looking at him.
"Rindou.." was the only thing I could mutter.
"You know y/n, I'm willing to do anything for you. Even if it's just using me to move on from him. I get it. He made you more special, he made you feel things you never felt before. But if you just give me a chance y/n. Just even the slightest chance, for me there. In your heart. I can show and make you feel the same way. Or even better than the way he made you used to feel." the male smiled as tears flowed into his cheeks. I felt guilty. Yes, I was using him, to get over Kakucho. But for the past months, he's been trying, and also I.
Then seeing him cry, made my heartache. I never realized that until now, Rindou was always there for me through my ups and downs. He never left my side yet this is what I repay him?
'God I'm the worst.' You thought. Hugging him was the only thing I could do to at least make him calm down from crying.
"Rindou... I'm sorry, maybe we should separate ways. You deserve someone better than me. You deserve every bit. And I'm not that." I said smiling and didn't notice that tears were also flowing down. I placed a soft kiss on his forehead before leaving him in his room, I exited his apartment and went to my car driving away.
