My Own Version Of Love

Alcohol Brings Out A Person's True Self

Katsuki POV

I only had little to drink so i'm sober right now. My heart's beating fast as i think about what i'll do later.

Seeing that he's quite drunk, i pushed him on the sofa we're sitting. Is this really ok to do this? My heartbeat is so loud and my eyes are spinning. But i can't back out now. This is my only chance!

I resolved myself and after a while, i looked at deku who was pinned underneath me. I immediately regretted my action.

He looks sexy and dangerous right now. It feels like he'll eat me up any second. I slowly moved away but he caught me and pulled me to him.

I think that i should have never done this from the start!

Right now, he is leaning on the edge of the sofa while i am laying on top of him. He caught my arm so even if i want to get away, i can't. I mean how can he be this strong? Shouldn't he be weak because of the alcohol?

"Ka... cchan. I love you. I love you so much."

"Wha-! H-h-huh?!!"

He gently grab my face and pull me closer. Little by little, the distance between us lessened and before i knew it, he was practically in my face. However, before our lips touched, i turned away so he was only able to kiss my cheeks instead of my lips.

He seemed disappointed but he still continued. He pushed me backwards and now he's on top of me.

He noticed that he's holding my hand and kissed it on the back and up to my arms.

"Ah. Uhm. Deku wait."

When i said that, he tilted his head at me as if asking why.

"Uhm. That is. Etto. Erm."

Deku kissed my neck while i am contemplating what to say. That made me moan without thinking.

"Ah! D-deku. Haa..."

This is bad bad bad! I'm in danger of being eaten alive!

"Kacchan... haa... i want you."

With pleading eyes, he said those words to me. BUT! I can't! Oh no!

"W-wait please deku."

"I don't want to. Kacchan always refuses me everytime but it still hurts you know. Especially since it's the person i love. I really really like you and i will do anything for you. So please be mine kacchan. I ... beg... you."

He kissed me again on the forehead and hugged me then he passed out after that.

My heart's about to burst! Deku almost kissed me on my lips! W-what is this? I've never felt like this before. Is it because he did not do anything to me? But even after all that, i'm not disgusted by his touch. It's more like i want him to touch me more. Wah! Am i being weird?

And what's with this position? I can't get away cause he's hugging me so tightly.

I looked at his sleeping face.

"He has long eyelashes, and his lips have a pinkish color. It's strangely seductive."

Without thinking, i touched his face and trace his soft lips. How would it feel if we had kissed?

My body moved on its own. Before i knew it, i was already kissing him while my hands are holding his face. The feeling of our lips touching made my thoughts disappear and only focused on my senses. I don't know how long i've kissed him but he won't wake up no matter what. After a while, i let go of his lips and that made me realized what i had just done.

Fuck! Why am i attacking an unconscious person?! Am i a criminal now? Oh god! It's your fault deku! It's because you're defenseless! Yup. That's right. It's not my fault.

I tried to sleep while feeling conflicted as to why i kissed him but it's impossible! I just stared at him all night while waiting for the sun rise.

I held his face again. Idk but i just want to touch him so bad. I touched his hair, ears, nose, chin, and lastly, his lips.

It felt really soft earlier. He's not waking up right? Then it's ok to kiss him again since he won't know anyway.

I kissed his lips again. First i licked his lips and suck on it. I pulled his lower lip and this time, i pushed my tongue inside his mouth, slowly ensure he won't wake up.

However, i felt him moved when i put my tongue inside him so i immediately pulled away. With that, he slowly opened his eyelids while i pretend to be asleep.

He sat up holding his head. Then i slowly opened my eyes after he moved his hands so it would look like i woke up because of him.

"Good morning kacchan. I dreamed about you kissing me."

What?!! Calm down me!

"Morning. Are you still half asleep? You're spouting nonsense so early in the morning."

I said all that but i'm blushing like crazy. I hid my face while talking so he won't see what i look. Before he could say anything, i got up and took a glass of water for him.

"Thank you."

Whoa. The way he drank that is so sexy. I can see his adam's apple and his messy hair just adds up to the look.

Gulp.

I gulped without thinking.

The morning passed by without any problems. Well, i avoided looking at him so i won't think about my shameful actions. He got the day off today because of a hang over and we spent it just hanging around the house.

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Kyaa~!!! Katsuki you naughty kid! How can you kiss him and spend a day like normal?!! Whoa so shameless!

I'll definitely tell him what you did that night! Kyaa~!!

I'm happy for them but also jealous much. I want a 'deku' too! I'm so jealous! I mean it!