[AtsuHina] [Trans/Eng] Sunset

Chapter 2

~ Time skip ~

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Atsumu and Shouyou dated each other for over 2 years. And, Atsumu broke up with Shouyou 3 days ago..

He had to see for himself that boy writhing in pain, but Shouyou persistently didn't want to tell him. He had to see for himself the person he loved wandering and looking at the sky while his arms were cut badly. And, he was Shouyou's personal therapist..

(Atsumu's pov)

-- Do you have any faith left for me? Don't you want to rely on me even a little bit, Shouyou? You have borne the pain for so many years and now I can't even be a place for you to rely on, Shouyou?

After all, do you even love me or do I feed myself on illusions? Delusion of my position in your heart, deluding myself that you believe me unconditionally, deluding myself that you love me...

Is my image in your heart? Or, don't I really exist in your world?

So, every love message you have given me over the years, are they just lifeless and emotionless, like a pre-programmed robot?

Shouyou, in the end, do you love me..?

Atsumu wonders, then hurts himself. --

(End of Atsumu's pov)

On this day, they argued. But actually, only Atsumu said about his feelings that he had to repress in his heart for so long, and Shouyou, he just stood there, listened to every word and looked at Atsumu through painful eyes.

It seemed like Shouyou wanted to say something to make the situation better and to keep the close distance between them, but he didn't say anything, he really can't say anything. Shouyou painfully moved his dried lips, and in the end, no words can't come out.

Atsumu hopelessly looked at Shouyou, it was all over..

"Please let me stay with you tonight. Only one night, and then tomorrow, you won't see me anymore. Please, Atsumu..?"

This was the first time Shouyou begged him for something. And, he accepted.

They both rushed into each other, two trembling lips entwined together, overlapped one another, with the salty taste of tears. Only that night, let them do it, because since tomorrow, Atsumu won't be able to embrace Shouyou's delicate body anymore.

They were under the spell of love, soft moans mixed with painful sobs. Atsumu clasped Shouyou's tiny hand, trying to engrave this warm body temperature and Shouyou's smell in his memory.

Early next morning, Atsumu woke up with a start. As usual, he reached out his hand to the familiar place beside him, but realized that no one was there, it was just a cold feeling which made him finally awake.

Shouyou already left, he really left as he said last night. He brought all his belongings, even the photos of them. Everything that belonged to him disappeared. The whole house now just feels cold and lonely.

-- Shouyou already left, but why did you still prepare toothbrush ready for me? You left, but why did you still iron my blouse? You left, but why did you still prepare breakfast for me?

Did you come into my life just to torment me, Shouyou? --

Two weeks passed without the little sun, Atsumu felt like he has a strong and quick adaptability when he doesn't call Shouyou's name while doing something, as well as getting used to the feeling of turning around and missing the hug to someone's figure that exists in each of his dreams.

Suddenly, Atsumu remembered his balcony. He didn't even realize that his apartment had it, until he saw a card stuck on the corner of the balcony window.