Summer-Ray

Friday night is the worst

Hi my name is Summer-Ray and I am 12 and do self harm to my self because of my mother and farther. First it was Friday and I was going over my friends house with out my parents knowing, me and my friend had snuck out to a party. My parents had been trying to call me all night but I wasn't answering so they came looking for me, so they found me at the party with my best friend hugging boys. my dad dragged me out by my hair and slapped me so hard I had a hand mark on my face I went to school looking look a dog with a hand mark across my face. I didn't what to get picked on but I had no say. I was walking to school and as I got to the gate and stopped, I looked over at Jessica which is one of the popular girls and her and her friends were laughing at me because of what my farther had done.

In class:
I was sitting down trying to do my work but all I could hear was " or look and Summer-Rays face it looks like she has been in fight!" and her friend said " well I think she lost" so I got home and walked straight into my bedroom with out saying a word. My parents didn't even care. So I smashed my mirror and a peace of glass was beside me, I picked it up and slit me arm and I felt instant relief.
My mother and farther ask me why I did self harm and I say "because if I don't do it to my self I don't feel relief". "Or ok then" and walked away.

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