Mikasa's Pov:
"Dear diary,
It's been five years since i'm friends with this girl named Sasha Braus. She's always hungry, but she's an amazing friend and always by my side, no matter what happens. She really knows how to make me feel better. Whenever her amber eyes look at me, my heart starts to race. I think i'm catching feelings for Sasha. I don't know how to tell her that, because she probably likes Connie Springer or someone else.I don't even think she's into girls. And i don't want my feelings to ruin our friendship just like that. So i think it's better for me to keep them a secret.."I wrote that in my diary, took my bag and quickly left for school. My brother, Eren, and his best friend Armin were waiting for me outside the house. We walked to the school together.
When we got to school i saw some girl waving her hand. She looked pretty similar. It was no one other than my best friend, Sasha Braus. Yes, the one i liked.
"MIKASAA-!" She called out my name, "I missed you so much, where have you been-?!?!". I looked at her quietly. "Mikasa was sick, didn't you know!?" Eren shouted at her. I saw Sasha look down with sad eyes. "s-sorry Eren, sorry Mika..i didn't know.." God..Why is she saying sorry to me?! Ugh Eren, you idiot..
♫︎time skip♫︎
We're sitting in the maths class and listening to Mr. Smith. Someone threw a paper plane at me, and when i opened it there was a message.
"Did you bring your lunch, I forgot fine so I'm hoping we can share yours.."
The person who wrote it forgot their own name on it, but I knew who did this. I just looked at Sasha and nodded my head. She looked so happy and proud after that. She really is cute when she smiles.
It was lunch break, when she came to me running "Mika-!! There you are! I looked for you everywhere.." I smiled at her and gave her an apple from my lunch box- She ate it in a few minutes, and then looked at me. "Mikasa. Is there something bothering you? You haven't been acting like yourself lately." she asked me, to which i just answered "I'm fine, Sash.". She came to me and hugged me really tight. I felt my face getting heated up. Ugh, this girl..
"SASHA DAMN IT! JEAN AND ME WERE TRYNA FIND YOU WHOLE BREAK!!"A shorter boy appeared in front of us. It was Connie Springer, also known as 'Baldie' of our class. He took Sasha's hand and pulled her closer to him, causing her to blush a bit. "O-Oh, hey Mikasa!" Jean said. That horseface had a crush on me for a long time and now everyone knows it. "hi." i just answered. Connie and Jean sat with me and Sasha for the rest of the break, which kinda made me jealous, because Connie was holding Sasha's hand the whole time.
After my classes I didn't even wait for my brother or Armin, i decided to go home alone this time. As i walked i had headphones in my ears. I loved music, it always helped me get through everything. While I was walking and singing, i bumped into Sasha. She fell to the ground and said something to me but i didn't hear it since i had earphones on. I gave her my hand and helped her up. We stayed quiet for awhile, but then she broke the silence: "Mika, why don't you come over tonight-?? We can watch movies together or something-! I promise it's gonna be fun!". I looked at her. Her eyes were pleasing me to say 'yes' so i couldn't say anything else.
♫︎time skip-at Sasha's house♫︎
We were sitting on her bed and talking for awhile. We were talking about crushes and stuff..
"Mika, do you have a crush-??"
I blushed.
"uh. yeah.."
She started screaming. "OMG WHO'S THE LUCKY PERSON?!"
"It's you..."
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"HELLOOO-??? MIKASA!!"
That was all i heard. I don't know why Sasha was yelling my name. A hand started waving in front of my eyes and then i 'woke up'.
"huh?? Sasha? What happened??" i asked her.
"Mikasa!! You spaced out for a minute and it scared me!" She looked really worried so i guess she wasn't lying.
Wait, spaced out.?? Oh. Maybe it was because of the question she asked me. I'm so weak..I guess I wasn't even able to answer a simple question after all...
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FanfictionMikasa is a 17 y.o. who lives with her brother Eren. She has a diary where she keeps all her secrets. Her best friend, Sasha Braus, doesn't really know all about Mikasa so well...