You know.. my opinion about dreaming is quite complicated, I love them and hate them at the same time, it feels so wonderful to live in a world that my brain wants to, but waking up feels so dreadful, I wake up and realize that the world I just lived in was fake and what happened in it won't happen in real life.
When I wake up I realize my own powerlessness, not being able to make that dream a reality, I often wake up and look beside me hoping to see you there, but instantly the weight of reality falls on me and I feel my every emotion being amplified and I just feel like the weight of the world has fallen on me, not being able to stand up, move and hardly being able to breathe.
Right now I just to be able to remember my whole dreams and everything that happened in it, maybe I will start a dream journal to help me remember every detail of my dreams just so I can live in that illusion a little bit longer.
