when your legs don't work like they used to before

the accident

Y/N looked into the sun her brown globes glistening in the blistering heat, eyelashes catching their sweat in intense fever. A man with hair redder then the communist manifesto caught her eye. Blue glimmering orbs that looked under the red locks, who is this mysterious man, whom stood out from the rest. this peaked her interest.

Walking up to him she said timidly "h-hey"

the man looked at her, in confusion her, yet replied "hello miss",
Y/N looked at him, his eyes had a deep desire yet unknown to her, what could this desire be?
"whats your name?" Y/N murmered
"Ed, Ed Sheeran, and you pretty lady?" Ed flirted, hand rubbing the back of his scarlett mane
turning vermillion, she replied "Y/N, Y/N L/N..."
"well would the beautiful Y/N like to get some coffee with me?" He smiled
"Y-yeah sure <3" She cooed

After hanging out a few times, Y/N and Ed became closer and one another began to catch feelings...
Until one day something terrible happened, something that Y/N nor Ed could recover from. Yet this didn't break their stride they were still happy with one another. Love was in the air, and the air was intoxicated with this dangerous chemical. Dopamine. Nothing but Dopamine.

Y/N got into a car accident, something that had had almost killed her. Yet she was left with nothing but internal pain for eternity. Her legs didn't didn't like they used to before. She was paralysed from the waist, although she couldn't feel this pain, internally she was left unable to walk, unable to feel her bare feet in the dew drops of grass, the warm touch of sand of the beach. She was left, depressed, she felt so alone, so isolated from society, but Ed was with her through all this. Ed held her up when her legs couldn't (bc she was paralysed dumbass). Ed was the wheel chair to her paralysis.
Why must she out of all people be left in this deverstating state. Her sister was with her during the accident, however she was left unscathed, living her life how she would normally, unlike Y/N whom shan't ever live like she normally did.
However Ed could sweep her off her feet still,
And eventually Y/N tasted Eds love, it filled her mouth with saliva and her heart with warmth, giving her butterflies. Y/N's sister didn't talk to her after the accident, whether it was because she felt guilty or because she was a massive bitch.