CAN YOU SEE ME?

INTRODUCTION

In this world, we are alone, the sooner we realize it the more depressing it sounds but the sooner we accept it the more mature we become.

They say time heals everything!

does it really?

with time, we just adjust ourselves we just accept it.It doesn't really heals anything or is it just me?

Hello my name is Cassandra Millers and this is my story!

I was a loner everywhere but atleast they saw and deliberately ignored me ,and I was fine with it because I had made my peace with it long time back when it all began in grade 1.

It was just a random normal day just like any other I have passed, nothing special going in the neighbourhood, just the street dogs barking down the roads ,they never seem to stop barking do they if u ask me I would say not really ! them stopping their barking would be a miracle god I wish it everyday. ugh! they just irritate me so much that I wanna put masking tape on their mouth ,which sadly I cant really do because my mom loves them I mean why? do she even know what they do to me its like they have a personal vendetta against me -_-

like the one time when I was in grade second I got off my school bus and was walking down the road to my house which was just by the corner ,my mom had her shift at the hospital she works there as a personal nurse to severely injured people , she's the only one working in our family as long as I could remember because my drunktard of a dad ran away with his mistress long ago when I was three years old .

I have always admired my mother for being a single parent she never made me realize I didn't have a father

she was my mother my superwomen

she was my father my hero

she was my brother my savior

she was my sister my gossip partner!

so like I was saying I was walking towards my house that one day when I saw two boys who were younger than me picking up on of one our street dogs like the good little girl I was I went to help the dog by throwing one small rock which laying on the ground by my feet, I thought I helped the dog by doing that apparently the boys were feeding the dog so that day the dog chased me down to my house also it waited for me when I went inside to come back outside and soon as I realized it was waiting for me outside my house I faked my illness and stayed home the next day from school but since my mom was a nurse she got to know I was faking it so I had to go to school I thought dogs didn't keep vendettas but damn I was wrong because as soon as I went outside to board the bus down the street that dog started chasing me and of course being the naïve girl who went to actually save the dog got attacked by the same one .

well it didn't really attacked but took my shoe when I fell down and started running with it , I got up and started running towards the dog who had my shoe in its mouth when it saw me running towards him it left my shoe near a sewer and ran away and like the naïve clumsy girl I was my leg twisted and I along with shoe fell down the sewer it wasn't exactly deep just ankle length .

that day I got late to school and all the kids laughed at me

sighs

it was pretty much the same for the next few years slowly I grew up, my mom and I grew distant she was pressurized under work and I was buried under studies , we just had dinner together some days rest of the days she had night shift while I stayed home alone . ALONE . a word I grown used to these few days .I am now 19 years.

just like any other I went to sleep at 9pm after making sure to lock all the doors and windows. the dogs barking down the street

but everything wasn't the same anymore when I woke up the next day;

let me know what you think is gonna happen next?

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