the last notebook|ongoing

chapter one

                  thursday of october 29,1994
          the day before my birthday. not very excited but guess I have to. i am writing in here if I die or I was unsuccessful to escape shady  side. oh, I forgot to introduce myself, hello. im matteo blanchi a 16 year old living in shadyside. waking up was like waking up in a hospital bed. every day is the same. I heard a knock on my door, my parents are never home because of work its fucked up but i don't mind. I got a knife and open the door and saw josh, josh was my science partner. he said "have you seen the news" "no" . "there is a new killer 'the skillmask killer'" josh said. i wasn't surprised that there were a new killer. every week a killer kills a random person, good or bad. "well I need your help. i need to use your" " josh, hurry up"deena said. me and deena stopped talk since 8th grade. i have to go, time for school. goodbye.
                                          -matt :)
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3rd person view.
matteo stays home, the stress of school and feeling like something or someone is watching him. the phone rings and its his mom "hi sweetie are you going to school" "yeah im ready" "okay have nice day" "okay". the school doesn't call to matteo's parents job. it goes to the house phone which was easy for him. he decides to randomly go to the attic for memories as a kid and how his childhood was better then now. then he found this memory book from 1978, "it's probably moms, im going to leave before im going to cry" he goes down and grabs a picture of kevin, and says "i will rather fucking die then be fucked by you. you sociopathic bitch" and kiss it. he knew that kevin was a sociopath and which  he knew that kevin only wanted matt for sex not the lovely dovey shit all the love stories that the tv has to offer. he hears a familiar sound from outside, "not this shit again, we did it yesterday" and opens the door before the person's knocks. "kevin, you said that i was a little slut and i should just suck another man off  and then come over to be so nice to me and forget everythin-" " listen matt, i do love you but just listen to me your just easy to fuck with okay?" " so why are you here then, why are you fucking up my life kevin, tell me that" kevin kisses him before matteo says anything, so matt can shut the fuck about the love and how kevin is not there for him.